Taste a bit of my rainbow. ♥

I wasn't blogging because...

2011-11-01T10:43:00.007+08:00

Google Chrome wouldn't let me open blogger for the past few days :( Huhu. A lot of things have happened since and I can't wait to share them.

First thing's first, I had a haircut. Yep, up to my chest. It's kinda weird how everyone reacted to my shorter hair. Lol. I used to have it down to my bum and no one knows how hard it was for me! I had 2 people doing my hair because it was extremely long and thick! Imagine. lol. But yeah, I'm trying to love my hair now although seeing all these braided long hair-ed girls on Tumblr makes me miss my über long hair.

Yep. Here, right after the haircut! I'd like to thank Miss Jackie & Romeo of Bench Fix for doing my hair :) But of course it looks kind of unruly now so I have to take myself to Basement (My regular salon) for maintenance.

I actually found that purple phone around the house as I was looking for something in my mom's cabinet. I asked my mom if I could use it because it's purple, so yep, that's my temporary phone while my old phone serves as my Sun phone :p

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Okay so a few days ago I had my manicure done over at Kevin's Kut at TriNoma. I was supposed to have it at Nail Spa in the block but I was kinda short in budget then because my mom would usually pay for my nails when I have it over at Nail Spa. So I tried Kevin's.

Not bad at all! 120php for a manicure & regular (local) polish is alright but then they didn't have nice colors in their box of local polish so I asked for the premium polish. They have brands like Orly and China Glaze. After minutes of inspecting the bottles, I have decided on having China Glaze's Tree Hugger from their Ecollection in 2008!

Photo credit here!

I was surprised to find something from the 2008 collection here but none the less, I love this color so much so it wasn't really an issue. But they should really get more colors for both local and premium polishes (That's the reason why I love going to Nail Spa, they have new and old collections for local and premium polishes but then, you have to pay the price). Ooop! Before I forget, you have to add 50php for their premium polish. Not bad! And the staff who did my nails did it carefully and the process didn't hurt at all.

The staff, massaging my tired hands. :D

Hurrayyyy!! \:D/

Yep yep, I tipped her 50php because she did everything carefully and they provided me satisfactory service! 120php for the manicure + 50php for the premium polish + 50php for the tip. 220php for a manicure isn't bad at all!

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One random afternoon, my dad texted me asking for my shoe size. I got weirded out but replied, none the less. That same day, he walked in the house with 2 boxes of shoes and I got excited. He handed both boxes to me and opened them will entire excitement. I opened one box, TADAH BLACK PUMPS! Then the other, BLACK LOAFER HEELS! I didn't want to be selfish though, so I chose one then gave the other box to my mom. Since I have black pumps already, I chose the cute loafer heels. ♥ ♥ Another surprise came, and it's a red wallet! lol My dad was in a pretty good mood for shopping, eh?

Thanks papi! ♥ ♥

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Ahhh I'm bored out of my wits so I decided to try if I could still curl my shorter hair. Lol.

lol I actually need to satisfy my craving for Moonleaf's Pearl Milk Tea or Happy Lemon's Green Tea with Rocksalt and Cheese or their Oreo Milk Tea! ♥ ♥ ♥

Hi Pearl Milk tea ♥ ♥

Fuzzy Inc.

2011-10-18T14:37:00.006+08:00

As I was playing Final Fantasy on my emulator, my phone beeped then I had to check my message. Then I noticed my cute felt tag that's attached to my phone! It was made by my highschool friend, Janica and she sells them as well!

Then I remembered that I promised to promote her shop. In exchange, she have to make me a Batman & Robin felt tag ♥

So here I am, promoting my friend's humble and cute online shop called Fuzzy Inc! She sells felt tags, felt monsters, felt wallets, felt necklaces and felt rings! They're so cute! Look, she made one for all of us. ♥ ♥

They're really cute, right? ;;) She also sells a lot of pretty items like these!!

(Felt Wallets)

(Felt Rings)

(Felt Monsters)

(Necklace)

She sells them at a really cheap cost! Believe me. Plus she's really nice and she sews eveything by hand! ♥ Like what you see? Like her Facebook Page and order your very own felt items! :D

PS: Janica hello, my Batman and Robin felt tags, please? Hehehe. I'll blog about them once I get them! ♥ ♥

Sembreak is a bummer.

2011-10-18T12:24:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to be really really bored beyond compare. I have downloaded emulators for my computer so I could play games I used to play on my Gameboy (which I had when I was .. err 8?) and I'm currently addicted to Pokemon again! Ehehehe!

Anyway, since I'm home bound most of the time, I don't have much things to blog. But not to fret, I'm willing to take on requests! I'm more than willing to blog about anything! Maybe you could ask for my insights, my reactions or what not. :) Leave your suggestions in the comment box ♥ ♥

BRB, time to play Pokemon! :>

2011-10-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

I cannot think of a title right now because I'm too bloated. Psh. I just got home from Globe and TriNoma. Apparently, my dad bought a new iPhone4 and he was really excited to buy his new case so we went to TriNoma. We heard mass then has dinner at David's Tea House. Ofcourse I was excited to view photos from last night so after entering our front door, here I am, blogging away. Hehehe.

I wouldn't really elaborate much on what exactly happened last night. I would summarize it in a few words: Jose Cuervo, Dancing, Laser lights and Dougie. Lol. I actually wanted to wait for the official photos but then I got a couple of shots from my highschool friends Bernadine and Patricia so I'll post them here :)

What I wore last night (Thanks for taking this B!)

(Tank from Forever21, Skirt from Topshop, Heels from The Ramp)

So yeah I was part of the 18 treasures. I got my friend a cute tiny notebook and underwear from Topshop. Lol. I'm crazy like that.

Since I was wearing high heels, there was a game wherein 6 girls in heels should take a shot of Jose Cuervo then walk back and forth.

LOOK AT MY FINGERS. LOL. SORRY, YES I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING :| =))

Highschool barkada! The debutant and my bestfriend isn't here. Apparently my bestfriend is stuck at home. We missed you, Sarah! ♥ Me, Patricia, Bernadine and Janica :) OMG MY TANLINE HAHAHAHA UST's fault.

And the debutant! Happy 18th birthday Jazmine. I love and miss you already! ♥ ♥ Thank you for the awesome night. :) ♥

Now I have to update my dad's Macbook to iOS5 and to help him set up his iPhone. :) That's about it. Yay! \:D/ ♥ ♥ Adios!xx

A little tag game. :)

2011-10-16T12:19:00.003+08:00

I wanted to post photos from last night but then my friends have not yet uploaded the photos so I will blog about that later or tomorrow or whenever. Mehehehe. So anyway, Susan tagged me so I guess I will do this to kill the time. :) And since I'm starting out fresh, I wouldn't tag anyone or formulate questions since I have a teensy tiny hang over and I'm feeling kind of sluggish.

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty)have to tag 11 people.

So yep, here are 11 things you do not know about me. ☺

1. I've had 25 cellphones in my entire lifetime. My phones don't last with me (7 months max!). It's either they get lost, stolen or broken. So I rarely buy nice phones. Lol.
2. My hair color is weird, they're of different shades of brown hehehehe!
3. I'm crazy addicted to milk tea, I swear to Jess. I can have about 5 orders of milk tea in a day!
4. I HAVE AN ANNOYING ACCENT. -________- I sound whinny and......... girly. lol.
5. I love stripes and floral prints... oh oh! And animal prints!
6. I want to be a pediatrician BUT I'm afraid of blood so... meh.
7. My planner serves as a diary as well :3
8. I weigh less than a sack of rice.
9. I name my gadgets
10. I EAT LIKE A MACHO MAN BUT I DON'T GET FAT!!!
11. ....I'm hungry, where's lunch?!?!

And here are questions from Susan :) :)

1. Do you prefer peeing or pooing? 8D

♥ I actually prefer peeing. lol.
2. So there's a girl named Rose tell me that her name is Rose because her mom loves rose. So if there's a guy named dick then her mom loves what? D:

♥ Well my dad named me Frederica and he doesn't know anyone who goes with that name... lol.
3. Okay i sound lame aren't i.

♥ Nawwww it's fine! :)
4. Now let's google image the keyword "COUGH".. Tell me, what are they holding actually? D: D:

♥ Air, I guess hahaha lol.
5. If you didn't Google it, google it now. If you do, what re you thinking? LOLOLOL

♥ I googled lol.
6. Okay promise not to be mad with me okay? I'm a victim too actually. -_______-

♥ Mmmmhmm I swear :)
7. Okay proper questions now. So how much meal you eat on a day?

♥ Maybe 5-7 idk I'm a pig...
8. If the answer is 3, doesn't that make you fat?
If the answer is 2, then are you enough about it?
If the answer is 1, HOW COME YOU CAN SURVIVE WITH IT????!!1 D:

♥ Lol I eat a lot and idgaf about my weight hahaha lol.
9. Okay sooooooo i have to make 11 questions here but i'm out of ideas. What questions do you think should i ask?

♥ Errr I dunno. :| :| =))
10. Why did you choose that question? D:

♥ I didn't choose anything =))
11. What are you going to answer with that kind of questions then?

♥ Meeeh lolol

HI. HAHAHAHA LOL.

Confessions of a Shoppaholic.

2011-10-15T13:57:00.005+08:00

Okay so after blogging my last post, my mom called me up asking me if I wanted to grab a bite while she's doing the grocery. I hurriedly changed my clothes then met up with her. I think it was a very very very very VERY wrong decision that I brought my entire Semestral break allowance with me since I have the tendency to spend everything in one go. Upon reaching TriNoma, I hurriedly ran upstairs. After a few minutes, I found myself inside Topshop (Oh noes). I pulled out a lot of clothes off the sale rack. It was fun! I had a lot of pieces at hand and I was excited to fit everything! Apparently, only 3 pieces looked good on me. Huzzah, I lined up the cashier.. Then I found a nice nice skirt. I walked slowly to the skirt then realized that it wasn't up on sale. Doesn't matter, it was freakin' cute so I took it off the rack then lined up without fitting it. When the cashier scanned the skirt, my jaw dropped. Apparently, I wasn't able to check the price tag. I'm the worst shoppaholic on earth. I always forget to check the tags before I let the cashier scan it.. Obviously I had no choice but to pay for the skirt (and the rest of my purchases) then dashed out of the store with only 200php left on my allowance.

I have no idea how I will survive with 200php but, meh. Lol. Good thing I have workshops next week! Hello, daily allowance. Hehehe.

Anyway, I got my grades today as well! I'm very much contented (except for my finance grade since I really hate Math to the rut). I would like to keep my tiny celebration to myself so I would not post my grade in public. I'm so excited to show my parents the fruits of my sleepless nights, my cranky mood and my hard work. What excites me more is that my mom promised to fill my stomach with unlimited Happy Lemon drinks! ♥ Oh, mom. Lol. And I bet my parents will give me more shopping money (I seriously need help, STOP ME FROM SHOPPING PLEASE!!).

HURRAY. Enough, Ica. I have to eat lunch now and take my bath. I have to head out for my friend Jaz' debut.

♥ you Jaz!

So, yeah. I have to go now! Adios amigos.xx Have a good day ;)

Fridaaay!!

2011-10-14T10:53:00.007+08:00

Good Morning!x Aaah it's friday and I'm still stuck at home. I want this week to end now, really. I have so much ahead of me next week. I hate being idle and I really need to get out of my computer chair (or my bed) Seriously!

Anyway, I'm in the process of ironing my plans out for this coming week. Pretty excited that my planner is starting to be filled with interesting stuff. Mehehehe.

Being the OC person that I am, I cleaned my desktop up! Huzzah! I actually want everything to be in black and white but then I'm too lazy to download more add ons (and my desktop is about to crash!!). I actually cannot wait to get my laptop out of the hospital. Or better yet, I can't wait to get a new one.

On another note, FINAL GRADES WILL BE OUT TOMORROW! I'm so excited and scared at the same time, my goodness! This semester was a killer and I'm glad it's done. Phew. Good grades, please please please!

And since my grades will be out tomorrow, if I get good marks then we all know what that means.. SHOPPING!! Hurray. Just in time, FOREVER21 (Megamall) sale starts today to Sunday! While the Topshop/Topman/Warehouse/Dorothy Perkins sales will run for a month starting today until November! Can't wait to snag quality items at a cheaper cost! And I guess you guys are excited too, ey? See you guys there!xx

Mediartrix presents KLEPTOspirosis.

2011-10-13T14:17:00.003+08:00

If you're a Thomasian, you may have seen our posters around the campus. Or you may have seen us in the QuadriCentennial park performing or just running around screaming "Watch KLEPTOspirosis!!". First and fore most, I want to thank everyone who watched our production! I hope you guys enjoyed as much as I did! ♥

I never knew theater would be this fun! I honestly would say that this is one of the best choices I ever made in my entire life. I really want to try theater out ever since. I dragged a couple of people in my block to audition for this organization. And surprisingly, we all made it to the organization!

Come production auditions, only 2 people from my block made it to the performers list. Me & Shannen made it as a dancer and a singer respectively!

Rehearsals killed us, no kidding! We had to stay in school from 7am to 10pm every day!

Lol Hi Aika! :)

I miss our company calls that reaches up to 10pm or sometimes 11pm hehehe.

I would love to post more about this awesome experience but then it might slow your browser down. So I'll keep the photos short!

Semestral Break!

2011-10-13T13:43:00.002+08:00

Finally found the time to get back online. Obviously I was too busy with a whole lot of things so I'll just sum my entire semester up in one post :) Never thought I'd be this busy, my goodness. School has been extremely demanding that I had to abandon my personal blog, boohoo. I bet a lot of you here missed me to the extremes. Hehehe! Practically the highlight of my entire semester would be Theater. I swear, it ate my time that I ba
rely had time for academics but then again, I was able to balance everything (Hurray!!)

This semester I was given the chance to experience a seminar with StarCinema in film making. It was epic! I learned a whole lot of things and learned how the film making industry work. It was more than a privilege that we had the best speakers ever.

Jc, Jio, Sed, I, Ais, Carla. Kuya Omar and Gino at the back!

With our Marketing professor, Ma'am Gwen Pusta :)

It was a fun 3 day experience, I swear! I learned so much. The talks were clear and they did encourage students to appreciate film making in our country more.

I'm going to make a separate post about our theater production so.. Hehehe! Wait for it ;;)

Waiting.

2011-06-26T12:40:00.003+08:00

Hi guys apologies for not checking back as often as I used to. School is just so darn stressful that I have to abandon a lot of things (ie My blogspot). I'm actually waiting for my videos to be processed before I start working then I stumbled upon my blog so I decided to kill time blogging. So here I am, squeezing my brain. Hehehehe.

I went to SM Megamall with my friends yesterday to shoot for our project. :)

Frances, Meryll, Aislinn and Me ☺

F21 long sleeved Top and Jeans from Jag. Wore my Keds out too. Lol. ☺

Extremely stressed but, whatever. Okay so, I'll finish my video now. Adios!

Summer.

2011-04-23T15:20:00.005+08:00

My summer is a melting pot of all emotions. Dealing with a lot of teenage dirt is such a huge hassle. I thought I've had my taste of heaven and hell for the past how many weeks..

Dealing with family things, different kinds of people and a whole lot of bullsh*t is kinda difficult for a little girl like me. My friends could attest that I'm one who can merge and deal with a lot of things but I have decided that I've had too much of everything. There came a point in my life that I have decided to end things (not my life, yet, though)

I tried to calm my mind and take everything in. Then I prayed. It helped a lot, seriously. Things would've been different if I accepted everything without HIS guidance. God does wonders to everyone :)

As a result, God sent me awesome friends that I could always run to. Not the kind of people that I have to cry over the phone as these people comfort me. They are the kind of people who helped me get over everything indirectly. Making me happy and all that. My friends are worth everything and I love them :)

On another note, this summer has also helped me realize who my real friends are. I lost a friend really close to me last November and then I lost another friend for the past few days. We may not be super-duper close but he played a huge role in my high school life. He was one of my many high school happy crushes and he's one of my favourite victims everytime I feel like teasing people. I've had so much haters through Formspring all because of him but it was alright. He was worth all the hate. Plus, he was there to make things better for me. You know, he'd joke around being imaginary and all. Hahaha! And just so you know, you're one of the most humble/down to earth person ever and I'll never forget you. And because of you, I met 3 awesome people.. And we will miss you, and you know that.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE :)

Thank you for giving me a chance to meet Ate Joana and to become closer to Cheska and Angel (not in the picture :<) We will miss you :)

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On a lighter note, I miss my high school buddies :) Can't wait to see them all! ♥ We're still friends and nothing has changed since high school! I love youu 5! :-* Thank you for being there always. :) Lemme kiss you all :-* Hihihihihi. We may not have the same views-ish but it's magic that we jive. Hahaha!

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Summer also made me miss my college buds! I haven't seen them since our last day and I'd love to give everyone a huuuuge hug. Hehehehe. See you guys really soon, enrollment yeah? :)

Thank you guys for helping me out in making through 1st year of college. Adjusting was never easy for me so thank you for being there and understanding my so-called-adjusting process. Hehehehe. I love you all and I wouldn't have my freshman year any other way! :)

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I'd stop the drama but I want to thank so much people. Praying to God made me realize a lot of things. Made me see things that I ignore and take for granted.

And so, I apologize to all people I have hurt for the past few years, be it direct and indirect. Honestly, I realized that we tend to be blinded by a lot of superficial things in the world. We always forget to thank God for the things that cannot be bought with money. Life is too short to take everything for granted.

So, this blog post goes to everyone who became a part of my life. I love you all. ♥

I'm so confused like asjaksdjakdjsakdjaskldjaklasj

2011-04-03T10:13:00.002+08:00

I honestly do not know how to feel right now. I got my grades yesterday. They weren't really sky high but it makes me proud that I was able to finish first year college with flying colors. I like the feeling of achieving something, shallow as they may seem, I like having the proud feeling.

My friends are happy for me, or at least I think they are.. Someone told me that my grades aren't really satisfactory because he gets higher grades than I do. Seriously? I never wanted to compare myself to other people. I just like the feel of passing. I was able to build a bridge and get over it, honestly. My excitement did not even last for 2 hours and you'll tell me that I should stop being happy because my grades aren't sky high? Dude, I know what I can do and what I cannot. I know I'm not as smart as you are.. You do not have to crush and pull me down. And yes, tears are streaming down my face as I type this stupid blog post that I'm dedicating to you.

I thought you're my friend, you should be happy for me. You should be pulling me up, not pulling me down. You're one of the few people I trust and I cannot believe when you told me that last night. You know me, I usually ignore people's judgments. But then coming from a person whom I trust and someone that I'm really close to, it hurts as hell.. I don't really care if you were kidding (because it didn't sound like it), it still hurts. I honestly think you're turning into someone I do not know.

You know that my dad expects so much from me since he thinks I'm goody-two-shoes and I value my studies so much. My grades this semester are so much better than the last one so I was really happy to see them go up.. I cannot believe that my tiny success would be the root of something like this. Oh no, wait, it's not my grades.. You figure out what's wrong.

I'm not mad at you or anything. You know me, I just let things out then I would forget about this right after. And you know me, I dislike being plastic or anything so I'm going to make you read this in a few..

I don't want to lose you, so you have to know this.

♥

Done with my first year of college... I think?

2011-03-26T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hi guys ! I finally found the time to update my blog. Yay ! So I'm free from school and it's summer. I'm kinda excited on what is in store for me, actually. Hehe. Anyway, yeees ! I survived freshman year in college and I'm about to step into my sophomore year. I hope it would be subtle and fun-er than my freshman year, which apparently served as a living hell with all the fun and the freedom that goes with it.

Okay so anyway, I had my last day of exams yesterday. After which, I spent the entire day with Sarah (as usual). We went to Eastwood after the test and had our lunch at McDonald's. We passed by The Bead Shop and got another piercing. Hahaha ! So now I have 6. Yay.

After which, we tried clothes on and took photos of ourselves in matching outfits !

Grabbed a couple of drinks over at Gwelios with Cullen and dinner at Teriyaki Boy with Cullen and Marco then roamed around new mall until 12:30am.

*****

On another note, my first year in UST was superb. Truly, UST is a melting pot of people from all walks of life. I have different kinds of people, different in the sense that I started to learn things from a different perspective. I met people from the higher class and the lower class, and ofcourse people from the middle class. I have met people who are extravagant while made friends with ones who are extremely simple. I learned how to mingle with all types of people, a little something that is kinda hard for me to do since I was used to a culture wherein people adjust for me.

UST taught me different things. I learned how to be responsible in terms of school things and the culture truly transformed me for the better.

And ofcourse ! My favorite UST first would be my first "turo-turo" / Carinderia experience ! I love the food from the humble turo-turo's in UST ! I just love how yummy and cheap they are. Hehehe.

I learned how to balance my time with studies, vices and temptations. I learned how to control and what not.

Being in UST was one of the best things that ever happened to me. Making new friends and meeting other people.. It's awesome. I honestly do not regret everything. I made every single moment of my life as a freshie worthwhile and I'm happy about it.

I'm starting to miss school. Friends, I'll see you on the 8th of April !

Grades (Math, to be particular) please bear with me. I don't like summer classes. Huhu.

Stress.

2011-03-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hi ! Apologies for not updating.. I'm so stressed right now that I'm starting to get a lot of pimples. I've been out a lot lately because of my good friend who's been influencing me to "get loose". Hahahaha ! And by that, I mean to hang out with random people. So, yeah.. I'm starting to regain my social life but it isn't the same as before. But none the less, I'd like to thank my friend Sarah for the awesome company. Hehehe.

So... what's up with me, you ask? Well recently, I had my ears pierced. Now I have three on my left ear and two on my right. Hehehe. And I told my mom that this will be the last time I'd let a needle through my ears.

Apologies for my face. Lol. Atleast I was able to show you guys my new earrings. The last one is kinda painful because it pierced through my cartilage and it's really hard to take it out so. Pfft.

It's ash Wednesday but I had to go home because I don't feel so good. Seriously, I'm so stressed. School's such a loser that I really like to drop out and sleep for a year. I'm so hyped for summer that I want everything to end already.

My bed is this messy everyday and it's really hard to clean it up. I really need my summer break.

None the less, I love school because of my friends :") Hehehehe !

Obviously, I look like crap here because of, still, school. Hahaha !

I'll update soon ;)

I hate college with a passion.

2011-01-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

..But I love my school. Okay? Hehehe. I wasn't able to blog for a long time. I'm so sorry to my readers but I always feel lazy to type in my random ramblings. But I will try my best to keep this alive. After all, this site has been up since 2007 or 2008.. Hehehe.

My school celebrated its 400th year last week. It's awesome, right? I just love my school ♥ I have no regrets !

I met awesome people from all the walks of life. Gained so much friends who makes me happy when I'm sad and makes me feel that I'm loved :")

I met the coolest people, had the best experiences, met the worst and best people and all the best that college life can offer.

Studying in a big university is something different. But the hospitality and the ambiance made it easier for me to cope up with my fears of fitting in.

I know I was vying for a different university but then I knew that my life would be entirely different if I entered "that" university.

I would usually hear other universities demean my school but wtf, you have no idea what you're missing.

400 years of existence and excellence. UST have produced experts in all fields and I hope that I would be able to finish schooling in UST. ♥

I know a lot of people dying just to get in and I'm very fortunate that I am in one of the best schools in my country. I am very proud to be a Thomasian and I have decided that I'm going to stay there until I finish my undergraduate course.

I have no idea when I started loving my school or why I am this happy that I chose UST. The first few months in UST was like hell to me because I have this burning desire to study in another school. I kept on telling myself that I just have to finish a year then I'm off to my dream school.... Then one day everything changed.

So for those who passed USTet, congratulations ! I'm excited to see new faces next school year. I'm sure you'll love the experience I swear ! I have so much FIRSTS in UST and I'm excited to hear your UST firsts too ! :)

Okay I have to cut this short now. Kbye ! :)

This is my only day to relax.

2011-01-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

Sorry ! I have been idle for quite a long time. I'm so stressed out that I don't know my priorities anymore. Anyway, I feel so useless today that I am currently updating my personal blog, my Tumblr blog and I'm watching PLL.

I'm starting to loathe college with a passion. I used to be a free spirited little high school student who only cares about her friends, the mall and money. Now I'm the big college geek. I lug a big bag everyday, I have the darkest eyebags and I wear glasses.

I don't know why I feel so depressed and weak. Maybe studying in a huge university is such a big thing for me... Too big, not to mention. I can't take the stress and everything that comes with it. I'm so tired that I actually want to skip school everyday and just take a nap...

Actually, a groupmate just PMed me and told me we have a report to do for tomorrow. Now I should cut this short and start with my work :(

Belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ♥

I'm gonna let it shiine B-)

2010-12-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

I've been so preoccupied, apologies ! But then again, atleast I made time to type in a couple of letters here. Hehehe.

So yeah, I got my Nokia C3 phone 3 days ago.. Fairly contented with it, actually. My lust for a Blackberry diminished, sort of. But then, I still want it. Hahaha ! I had the phone in champagne white color. Seems gold-ish to me, but none the less, I'm enjoying the features. Hihihi.

I'm planning to ditch school tomorrow. For some reason, I'm too weak to even get out of bed. I'm such a lazy person. But then, who cares.... Half of the class will be ditching class. Oh my little devious plans.

I can't even type in interesting blog updates anymore.. I feel so tired every single day. My parents can notice it as well and they're "kicking" me out of the house. They wanted to rent me a little place or a condominium near my school so I can have more time to rest. I feel so weak everyday that my friends told me I'm so anorexic-ly thin. I want to be fat.. I'm so depressed now.

Anyway, I'm excited for Friday. It's my school's epic Christmas celebration and I'm inviting everyone to come ! Hahahaha. My head is on party mode.. Good bye stress and hello awesome vacation !

I can feel tiny pimples near my T zone. Oh no. And a huge one on my chin.... I feel so ugly. My friend told me I look like a dog because of my eyebags and I'm starting to believe him. Ahahahaha ! I need my beauty rest and I need a good & effective one.

Now my head is aching.. I shall rest now. I'll reply to your tagboard messages the next time I check back ;)

♥

Random ramblings.

2010-12-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

Don't you just hate the weather? I caught colds a few days back and now, I couldn't breathe.

My back feels like it's about to break. No kidding. I'm so tired and worn out that I need to relax myself. Boo. I need that taste of Christmas vacation really soon.. or it's bye bye good posture.

I also need a new backpack. My Jansport backpack is over used and it gives me backaches. I want a Roxy trekker's backpack in black, purple and silver. Give me and I'll love you forever... And yes, I'm superficial like that.

Sorry for the nonsense posts. School is such a drag and it literally squeezes all of the juices in my brain which leaves me with nothing to blog about. School eats up most of my time that I barely have social life. Not kidding ! I have no time to party with my friends, no time to socialize and meet people, no time to even see a movie ! I feel like a useless robot that everything I do is school related. Yes, I'm still a freshman but this adjusting stage is taking too much of my time and effort. I was well pampered in high school that I find it hard to cope up with the demands of college life. Boo. I'm finding a way on how to keep everything in equilibrium.

Anyway, I got my mom to help me out with my Starbucks card. I'm down to 8 Christmas special drinks and I am not willing to spend atleast 1 grand something for coffee.. So, I asked for my mom's help and she said yes. Finally. Hahahahahaha !

I have not much to say now. Paskuhan is just a week away and you guys have no idea how excited I am ! Hihihihihihi. I'm not taking anyone as my date, mind you. Everything will be spontaneous and I promised myself to go with the flow. I hope that night would be worth remembering. Ahahaha !

Now, I wanna hit the sack. I took my meds earlier and I'm feeling a bit drowsy now. Aaah.

♥

Bitter for better.

2010-12-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

Early this morning, I went to school at 7 40 something-ish. I was feeling all sluggish and lazy the whole day that I just want to lie down and sleep. At around 11, the whole class found out that our first subject teacher had a meeting.. Hence, she couldn't attend our class. So I started doing random things until I heard about the "Bitter Mug" by our lobby.

I don't know how to call it, actually. But I like to call it the Bitter Mug. Hehehe. All you have to do is write on a piece of paper.. Pour your emotions on the paper. After which, you crumple and throw it in.

In a few minutes, people around me started to write their feelings on a piece of paper. So I took my Stabilo purple point pen & I started writing down. I had many thoughts in mind. I wanted to write a couple of things for each guy who broke my heart, played with my feelings & treated me like I was nothing. But then, digging up the past would make matters worse. Hence, I ended up writing for a person I met recently.

I scribbled a few notes in. Very few. Since I met him not so long ago, I have not much to say. I just jotted down how disappointed I am as to the way he acts around me. Not much drama, needless to say. Maybe because I expected too much so I ended up like this. But none the less, I'm happy. I just needed to take that out of my chest.

That mug was helpful, though. I want a Bitter Mug too. So I can throw my stupid diary entries there.. Pfft.

So, I'm going to bed now. :) Hihihi. Goodnight

♥

Finally found time to blog.

2010-12-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys for being inactive lately. I've been bombarded with school stuff.. Heavy paper work & researches to do. I didn't know my life as a Communications student would be this hard. Uhhh.

Anyway, how's everyone? I have so much ahead of me this month. I guess 2010 isn't that bad after all, huh? I don't want to jinx everything so I'll just spill them out when it's over. But none the less, I'm very much thankful for all the blessings God is giving me..

I have missed out on a lot of things due to school work. I miss reading everyone's blog posts & posting my comments. Also, I miss blog hoping and discovering other people's online sanctuary.

For the past few days, I recall getting hate submissions on my Formspring. I don't really mind getting them because I don't really pay much attention to attention-seekers. Hehehe. But it disturbs me to know that they're reading my blog too. I mean, my blog is my online sanctuary. It doesn't really matter if I brag or rant or curse like there's no tomorrow. I mean seriously? That's what a blog is for ! If you can't stand what I post, there's a red X button above your page. You shouldn't be reading my blog because every time you visit me, I get cash. Haters make me rich, honestly. Hahahaha !

So since this is my free day, I'm watching the Victoria's Secret Fashion show. Aaah, this is the life ! I miss bumming around like this. Heehee. Then I'll start buffering Gossip Girl for tomorrow. Yay !

That's about it? Hahaha. My life is so boring. Read read read and type type type.. Pfft.

I'll go through your tagboard messages in a while.

♥

Unsure.

2010-11-23T07:04:00.002+08:00

I feel so unsure as regards to my feelings about the Skechers battle. Ofcourse I had so much fun but my camera got stolen. I can't tell my parents about it or else they'd cancel on my cellphone. Pffft.

But anyway, It was a very happy day. You see, I had random cute encounters with my crush & my happy crush. Hahaha ! But I'd rather not say it here. It could be dangerous. Lol.

Anyway, I felt like blogging because I woke up annoyingly early for some reason. It's weird because I was so tired last night because I got stranded somewhere in Cubao. I seriously need to be 18 & drive my own car, my goodness.

So since it's very early in the morning and I would wake everyone up in the household if I play some Cobra Starship.. I'm playing Sometimes by Britney Spears. It's such a nice song. I feel so nostalgic now, ahihihihihi. Not only that, it reminds me of my encounter with my crush last Saturday. I had to run away from him because I find it weird that he was staring at me. HIHIHIHIHIHI.

Probably some of you guys know him, but I'd rather keep his identity a secret for now. Just between me & my friends and the people who saw what happened last Saturday. Frankly, I forgot about my camera. I think it's God's way of calming me down or making up. God works wonders, ahahahaha ! Even now, I can remember his eyes.. His face.. Even the shirt he was wearing. OKAY I SHOULD STOP TALKING NOW BEFORE I NAME DROP & EVERYONE WOULD KILL ME. Hahahahahaha.

1pm class until 7pm. Whew. No traffic, please? I don't want to go home at 10pm.. Hahaha !

♥

I have nothing to blog actually....

2010-11-20T07:49:00.004+08:00

I just want you guys to know that I'm still here & this blog is very much active. I'm planning to keep this up forever, don't worry. Lol.

Anyway, I'm stuck at home with the help. My family went to Subic while I chose to stay home with the maid for I'll be heading to Araneta at around 3pm to watch Skechers. I have my reasons for choosing Skechers over Subic and parents understood it completely. I'm not fond of swimming unless I'm with friends, actually. And ofcourse, I love dancing so much & I made a promise to some friends that I'd watch them perform.

I mean, Subic can happen again.. But seeing my friends on stage only happens once in a blue moon.

I actually have sore throat but I'd cheer anyway. Hahaha !

Have an awesome weekend guuuys ;)

♥

Berhader, may you rest in peace ♥

2010-11-14T18:42:00.003+08:00

Last Friday night, I lost an awesome friend & a brother. If we're Facebook friends, you may have seen him in my Facebook wall. He likes to tease me a lot, and that's one thing I'll miss for sure.

I met Patrick through common friends. From then on, we like to talk on Y!M, Skype, Facebook & on the phone. Patrick & I have met in person just once.. But we made a very tight bond online & on the phone. He has this habbit of bugging me at night when he's got no one to talk to.

You see, Patrick is a very positive person. He doesn't want to die. Dying is one thing that scares him the most (you can check his Formspring. He said it twice) but I think he knows it will come eventually.

He's full of positivity. He laughs a lot. He has a lot of friends, although he wouldn't believe me whenever I tell him so. He's very humble & very happy. When I have problems, I talk to him because I know he can suck out the sadness.

Patrick has this knack of teasing me to Aj Perez. They're clubmates & he will tell me Aj's crazy antics every week. For some reason, he gets excited to tell me Aj stories over the phone, especially when they're very funny.

I feel so blessed that I met him before his early life ended. Very. Last night, I was reading our past conversations & I couldn't help but shed tears. I feel so bad that he left us too soon. We had plans of going out & bond but I couldn't squeeze him in since college has high time demands. He told me a few weeks ago that he has a new DSLR & we will have a picture together in his new camera. But I don't think we will have it anymore.

I have no more tears to cry. I have cried so much last night. I cried myself to sleep and I think that's something that Patrick wouldn't like.

PATRICK, I know you're in good hands. I'll pray for you everyday before I go to bed. I'll remember you forever. I'm blessed that you considered me as one of your best friends. I'm so thankful that fate gave me a chance to meet an awesome person like you. Maaaan, you're in heaven, or atleast you'll get there soon. No more heartbreaks from all the girls you did hit on, no more pain. Aaaw man I'm crying now. But it's better than fake smiles, right? Haaay Pat. There's no porn in heaven so stop watching ! Hahahaha. I know you know I'm afraid of ghosts.. Please don't visit me. Hahahaha ! Luh you man :">

And I'm so sorry I can't come to your wake tonight. I'll try to pay you a visit on Tuesday before dentist. Just don't show yourself. Hahaha ! Haaay. No one will bug me at 10pm because he's bored. No one will phone me just to sing me TANTARAN CHUTCHURUT CHURUT. No one will tease me with food that your sister cooks for you.

I'll miss you bigtime, big boy ! And now you're with the big man up there. I know he will take care of you and you'll do the same for us.

Thank you for those silly sleepless nights. Thank you for listening to my random stories that doesn't make sense at all. Thank you for taking in all of my teasing. Hahahaha !

I'll never forget you, berhader (brother), I never will. You're a true friend & I love you so much, you have no idea how much I want to hug you.. Not just the Y!M hugging emoticon. Lol.

No more fake smiles, no more negativity. I promise.

Rest in peace, PADR.

Patrick Anthony Del Rosario, you're awesome.

PATAR ♥

Survived first week of the 2nd semester.

2010-11-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

As I am downloading Gossip Girl & answering messages on my tagboard, I did realize that it's the last day of the week. And maaan, I have officially survived my first week. Phew.

I can feel my body slowly breaking down, actually. It's very hard to cope up with my school schedule & it's hard to fix my body clock. I'm still in the process of adjusting everything but I think I'm on the right track.

And what's better than celebrating all the efforts for the week? I had Dairy Queen ice cream earlier & a cup of coffee, which I bought by force. But none the less, I was happy that I had my 2nd sticker today. Hahaha ! Now it's time to relax. I'm going to watch Gossip Girl with I catch up with some friends.

Excited for Skechers as my stress remover ! Hahaha ! You guys should watch, if you have love for dance, that is. Anyway, if you're watching.. I'll be in Patron row 9. Look for me & introduce. I'd gladly say Hi. Please cheer for Dance X & AirForce. I have friends in both teams & they'd appreciate if you guys will cheer for them, really. Hahaha. PS: Lots of chinese boys in Dance X, ahem. If you love chinky guys, please cheer. If you like boys with abs, then you can cheer for the GreenTeam. Airforce. Hahahahahahaha. Lol just kidding. Just support them. LOL.

I'm too lazy to blog much today because I'm catching up with a good number of friends online. Lol. So yeah, that's about it. ♥

Have an awesome weekend ;)

No Boyfriend Since Birth \:D/

2010-11-09T14:12:00.004+08:00

Did you know that I never had a boyfriend, ever? Hahaha. Well, I used to claim that I do.. But then I got a chance to Skype with my old boyfriend Ian earlier today. We started to talk about things & he suddenly told me that we shouldn't consider what we had as a relationship.

Honestly, it did make sense to me. We were immensely juvenile back then & I don't think that's considered as a relationship. I can say that we were experimenting then. But now, we're capable of handling something serious & I think that's different from what we had. It was special, yes, but it's not as special as a relationship.. A serious relationship.

Without hesitations, I agreed with his proposal. It's about time for us to step out of our childish selves & live with what's going on now. Move on from the past & restart. I didn't feel bad nor cried. I didn't let out tears. I actually feel relieved. I mean, being judged by people that I started dating at a very early age.

I told Ian to call our past "special friendship". He's still special, not to mention. But we think that it's best for us to erase the relationship thing. I mean, we have no idea on what we entered before. Which is kinda funny. Hahaha ! Atleast now, we have cleared it out.

We have grown mature that we can talk about this kind of matter. Which can signify that we have to leave the past behind & live for the present.

I'll make him read this, as I have promised.

Hi Ian. Hahahaha !

So now, I'm officially NBSB. Wee. Hahaha !

'kay, I'm out.

♥

My first sticker.

2010-11-07T21:54:00.006+08:00

I got my first Starbucks sticker earlier & I got excited. I thought I have the lead. But then after inspecting my mom's wallet, I saw a promo card. I was about to take a peek of the card when my mom saw me going through her stuff. Ugh. She took the card & gave me a smirk. I feel like a loser. Hahaha ! None the less, atleast I have my 1st one. 16 more to go. Hahahaha !

Anyway, I went to Manila Memorial earlier to visit my gramps with my maternal relatives. Hohoho. It was fun, though. I miss Manila Memorial & the monkeys across my gramps' grave. Hahaha !

They're planning with the candles. Hahaha ! After eating with the family, my cousin Toni & I walked around the memorial park. We saw this dark street with a couple of candles. We approached the grave & saw this....

It was dark & had minimal lighting. I wonder why no one came to light candles & give flowers today. It was creepy, actually. My cousin took a photo of the same spot but with flash & figures started to appear. It was creepy. So we had to run away. Hahaha !

On the way home, I had McDonald's. Lol. That's random, actually.

I have a few days left for my vacation & it's back to school for this busy little girl. Aaah. Back to my nerdy ways. Lol. Oh, speaking of nerdy.. I kinda made a promise to post a photo of myself wearing my glasses. Here you go !

LOL. There you go ;) ♥

Have an awesome week guys.

DKNY ?

2010-11-03T23:37:00.004+08:00

I can't think of an awesome & catchy title but none the less, Hi guys. My eyes hurt already because I'm too lazy to get my reading glasses upstairs.

I went to Highstreet earlier to pick up my prize from Nuffnang. Wee ! It smells heavenly, no kidding. I love it ! I love the green apple scent. ♥

The box is really cute & small too. Hihihi. Truly, best things come in small packages. Lol.

Before going to bed last night, I took photos of myself. So I guess I'll dump some here, yeah?

I went to the mall yesterday (as per my last update) wearing my house clothes. So I'm going to show you my outfit yesterday. Hihihi.

I'm so weird. I matched my nails with the print in my shirt. Hihi. I'm crazy & vain. Obviously, my life isn't interesting anymore because I'm always at home sitting infront of the computer. I gave up on shopping already because I have no money left & I feel like a loser. Seriously, the worst feeling ever is being broke.

1 more week. No more broke little girl. I have money. I can shop. I can do whatever I want. Yeah baby ! I love my college life. Hihihi. But at home, I'm a baby. You see, I'm currently munching on a box of Gobstopper & a glass of cold milk.

My mom & I didn't drink coffee today. She felt extremely tired & she didn't want to squeeze all the energy she has or else she'll faint. I was about to take advantage but I did feel a little guilty so I didn't. We didn't start the Starbucks thing today, to state the obvious. We will start our race very soon, though. I need a new planner. Seriously. Hahaha !

Aaah. It's 12am. Now I shall sleep.

Have an awesome day ahead, people ! x

Last week of semestral break.

2010-11-02T18:17:00.005+08:00

Hi guys. This is a vain entry. I have nothing to do but to take photos of myself since I rearranged my room & I now have a wider space for me just to sit. No more junk. Hehehe. Now all I need is a new set of sheets for my bed. I had my room renovated recently.. Had almost everything thrown out & replaced all except for my sheets. Boo. Now I need decent sheets to match my room's theme, which is purple & gray.. But I have a couple of pink stuff around because I have a lot of Hello Kitty items. And since we cannot find gray blinds, I currently have blue.

I don't know how to spend my last week of vacation but I really think i'll spend it infront of my computer. Boo. I'm too lazy to spend money so I'd rather do house hopping. Hahaha !

Did you know that a new branch of SM mall opened near my place? Like.. It's so near that I can walk from my house to SM. Hahahahahaha ! I tried dropping by a few hours back because I wanted McDonald's so bad & I wanted to dine in. I went to the mall in my house shirt, maong ripped shorts & my purple havs. Basically, I was in my house clothes. Dropped by the local bookstore to get a couple of pens & had a cheeseburger meal + twister fries. I was very happy despite the numerous jejemons I had encountered. Hahahaha !

Anyway, I'll make this last week productive. I'm headed for Makati & Taguig tomorrow to do a couple of errands.. I need to buy stuff for school & get my laptop fixed so I can blog in my room. That's about it, I suppose. Oh ! And I want a new Moleskin notebook.

BUT BEFORE I FORGET !! Starbucks people !! The sticker collecting will start on November 3, tomorrow !! I'm excited.. Actually. My mom & I always hold a sticker collecting contest. I always lose but none the less, I love collecting stickers. Hahahaha ! :D

♥

Falalalala

2010-10-31T21:16:00.004+08:00

I'm in love with this pair of Wisteria Wedge I found in Topshop. I'm not a fan of heels from Topshop since most of them aren't comfy at all. But then again, I want this pair. It goes with everything & I think it's worth the price. Very reasonable, as other people would call it.

Although I cannot bug my parents into getting me this pair or else I would get shoes instead of a BlackBerry.. So I'm currently bugging my cousins (they're actually my aunts & uncles but we're from the same age bracket so we'd like to call our relationship as cousins) to get me a pair because they didn't fetch me today. Huhuhuhu. They'll help me in saving up for it. Yehey.

Honestly, I cannot save. I always end up spending every cent I have on food or clothes. I want to wish myself all the luck in the world.. I need 5-8 grand for this pair. Phew.

I'm home alone on a halloween night. Nice. My Dad & Sibs headed to Zamby earlier and will be back tomorrow. Psh. My mom is on her way home. I want to call Mcdo but I don't want to pay for it so I'll wait for mommy instead. Lol. I want to head to Corinthians & have fun with my cousins but they're too lazy to fetch me or even ask the driver to fetch me. Boo.

Now, I still want Wisterias. Where can I get the exact same pair without spending lots of cash in Topshop? Help? ♥

What supposed to be an awesome day...

2010-10-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Maybe everyone is used to me being jolly & all that based on my blog posts. Yeah, I could be the jolliest person ever without me trying hard. It's so hard to ruin my day, no kidding. I would always find ways to keep my day at it's happiest state.

Ofcourse, I'm very happy about the fact that I saw my highschool friends earlier today. We were all nostalgic about our old crazy antics, the songs we used to sing together.. Everything was smooth sailing.

Until we we're down to 3. Someone came over. My mood shifted from being VERY HAPPY to PISSED. Seriously. It's a rare feeling.

You shouldn't have showed your face to me. I wanna spit on you. No kidding. I know you wouldn't be able to read this, but if ever.. Well.. HI. Oh and can you please stay away from my friend? Do me a favor & run along. Stop bothering my friends & act all innocent and pitiful. You know, honestly.. I think you're a juvenile piece of ----

Whew. I just need to let that out. I need to talk to my friends about this matter. I feel so disturbed.

None the less, I had fun with my friends. Got new Silly Bandz too. Hihihihihi.

♥

She bangs, she bangs.

2010-10-27T18:45:00.003+08:00

I think this blog post would very boring.. I'm actually too lazy to blog because today didn't do me any good. Well, atleast I would try to make this interesting since the "hits" would make me gain a couple of bucks (I'm unimaginably poor right now & I feel like a hobo.)

Anyway, I won this DKNY contest from Nuffnang. (Oh yay, designer perfume !!) Hehehe. It's been a year since my Lacoste Touch Of Pink perfume said bye bye so I was stuck with the corny Victoria's Secret scents. Lol. Atleast now I have an everyday perfume since my D&G is about to say bye bye as well then my Perry Ellis perfume is too expensive to be an everyday perfume. Anyway, I'm going to claim to very soon & I'm excited. Thanks Nuffnang !

And yes, I have bangs now. Lol. Just sharing. Hihihi. I think they're too thick. But what the heck, I have to deal with it until it grows long like before. Hahaha ! I think I look younger than ever now. Lol.

Now, remember the debut I attended last Sunday? Well, I have a couple of photos to share from the official photographer. Thanks Nikki, had so much fun ! ;) Here's a photo of me & the debutante :>

Lol My dress is so short. But I like it that way. Hihihi. Dress is from Topshop while my Blazer is from Zara. I know, my face looks kinda off here. Hahaha ! I look so weird & my face looks distorted.

Moving on, I wasn't able to enroll myself today. My mom would do it for me on Friday. Hihihi. My mom & her efforts. Lol. I went to school though, but my cash wasn't sufficient. I lack about 2 grand.. So I called my mom up to tell her about it.. She told me she will enroll me on Friday. Yehey !

I was supposed to share a few cute stories here but I think it would be sort of out of place so let me do that tomorrow, perhaps?

I have no where to go for Halloween. Ugh. I'm not heading to Corinthians for my annual trick or treat with random people for some reason. If I'm going out for Halloween, I'd probably go as a minion from Despicable Me. Hahaha !

Okay that's about it. 'Kay. Hehehehe ♥

These are a few of my favorite things.

2010-10-25T14:35:00.003+08:00

As I was checking out my tagboard earlier, I dropped by Rhea's site (check her out, her posts are awesome !) & saw a list of her guilty pleasures. I was supposed to blog about the party last night but then I checked my aunt's Facebook account & the photos aren't up yet. Hence, I'll blog when they have the photos up already ;)

For now, I'll blog about the things I like, I'm addicted to & the like.

1. Original Potato Chips - I dislike any other potato chips other than the original flavored. No kidding. I hate bbq, sour cream & onion (the scent is displeasing), cheese (but this is tolerable) and the rest.

2. Moo chocolate drink- When I was still in Highschool, I would go to the canteen 30 minutes before flag ceremony to grab a Moo drink everyday.

3. Nail Polish - I love nail lacquers even if they don't last on my nails. Heh. I just love the fact that they're sitting in my dresser & I love to see happy random colors. Hahaha !

4. Hello Kitty - I'm currently home alone & I'm sipping chocolate in my Hello Kitty thermos mug. And I have a bunch more of Hello Kitty items in my room. I'm a little girl trapped in a teenager's body. Hahaha !

5. Heels - I rarely wear heels because I commute & it's weird to commute in 3-inch heels. But yes, I love heels. I have about 7 pairs. Some would come in the weirdest colors (I have purple !) & the weirdest is my favorite pair. Haha !

6. Sneakers & Rubber shoes - I dance, hence I need a lot of these. Without exaggerations, I could use a different pair of sneaks for PE for the whole semester without repeating ! I just love my shoes ♥

7. Shopping - I would include Bags & Clothes in this category. I shop at least thrice a month, twice a week at maximum. I just love malls, bazaars & ukays. My favorite type of clothing would be tank tops. They're very versatile & very basic which means they go with everything !

I have so many bags ! From backpacks to messenger bags, I have it. From vintage to the new ones. Some are hand me downs while most are brand new but I love them all equally.

8. People watching - When I don't have much money for shopping, I'd grab a cup of coffee or froyo & just stay in one place as I watch people walk around. I try to guess their family background, their life, the problems they carry, their attitude & the like. For me, people are easy to read. I would always perceive that I have the correct guess every time. I think of this as my therapy to calm my system down & to concentrate on something.. It puts my focus back into place.

9. Watch random videos on YouTube - & criticize them. Especially these music videos. Most of them are pointless. I'd jot my criticisms down on my special notebook because posting my comments here would gain me more haters on Formspring. Especially that most of these videos are from Filipino artists. Hehehe.

10. Googling up everything fashion - I love fashion. I like to look up street fashion from random parts of the world & compare them. I like to amaze myself with the designer clothes & all that..

11. Tattoos - Yes ! I've been planing to get one (or maybe two) of these really soon. My parents doesn't really mind so I'll get them anytime soon. Maybe a peace sign on my left wrist & a star on my nape. But for now, I like to come down to my dad's tattoo artist & watch him ink people. So amazing.

As per my title, it says FEW. Hahaha ! I can't write everything here because it would bore you to death as you read on my random wants & lusts. Hehehehe. And I would sound very superficial & super weird if I write everything down. So, I have thought of doing it by part. The next time I have nothing to say, I would continue the list (remind me I stopped at 11. Hahah !)

Now, I'm so depressed to find out that Brothers burger doesn't do deliveries. I'm so hungry & my maid is no where to be found as of the moment. I have a couple of Chinese food in the fridge but they're cold food already & I need someone to reheat them for me. :( Hehehehe.

Anyway, hope you guys have an awesome day ahead. I'll just laze around & watch movies as I wait for my maid. While I'm at it, you guys could leave me messages in the comment box, tagboard, Twitter or in my Formspring since I'm too lazy to tweak my template to append my Ping box. Hahaha !

♥

Elianto Chili Red Nail Color | 5678 =))

2010-10-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

Hi followers & frequent readers ;) My mind was blown when I saw this...

Hahahaha ! 5678 answered questions on Formspring ! :) Thank you people for leaving queries on my question box & save me from boredom. Hahaha ! ;) Ask me anytime.. I'll answer as soon as possible :D

Anyway, I've been a fan of Elianto nail lacquers ever since. Last Thursday, as I was looking at some nail lacquers around Landmark TriNoma mall, I found this über gorgeous red nail lacquer.

I did take one pop out of the counter & paid for it. Hehehe. It's so cute ! I love the color on my nails. Looks so nice, huh? ;)

Knowing me, any nail color wouldn't last for 2 days. I'm very careless as regards to my nails because I like to type & to text a lot. But this Elianto nail lacquer is long lasting. Believe me, my nail paint is still good as new for the past 3 days & I think it would stay for a good 1 week :)

I don't think my top coat has something to do with this long lasting nail color because I've been using the same top coat since forever. So it's absolutely not the top coat's fault for this long lasting nail color.

I'm going to do reviews from now on since I've been getting a lot of questions on Formspring regards to my nail polishes, the products I use & the like. Hahaha ! ;) And I'm very much willing to try different products too ! Just hit up my comment box, my Formspring ask box or my tagboard. ;)

I can be vain at times too so you can ask me what I use as my body scrub, my shampoo, etc. :) Hahaha !

Okay I'm not a beauty guru nor a fashion guru. This is still my personal blog so don't expect that everything will be related to beauty & fashion.. I'll do reviews occasionally or by request. Hahaha !

Much love ♥

No fives.

2010-10-22T10:09:00.004+08:00

Hi ! I was so giddy excited last night upon opening my myUSTe account because I was told that our grades will be released at around 12am last night. At around 9 30 pm, I decided to log in so that the only thing I have to do is refresh.. From the minute I have logged on, I kept on refreshing.. and refreshing.. and refreshing. After an hour or so, some numbers started to come out. I stared blankly at these numbers until it sank in to my system.. YES. NO FIVES.

I started screaming & yelling at that time of the night when my mom started to run down the stairs to ask why I was feeling high. Hahaha ! I showed her my grades & she gave me a weird smile. Hahahaha !

Crazy !! I passed Economics & Geography. Hehehe. 3 is better than 5 ! \:D/ Thank you God. :)

Yesterday my mom & I went out to shop, again. After we did all the shopping, we decided to head down to the Globe business center to check out the iPhone4 plans for my dad, since he's getting that new baby really soon. Hehehe. As my mom chatted with the employees, I was staring at this gorgeous phone..

Yeah baby, it's a BlackBerry torch. I started to tame down like a 5 year old who saw this awesome Barbie doll with sparkles all over her dress. I interrupted my mom's conversation with the employee & pointed that gorgeous baby to her. I gently whispered "Mom, I don't have a phone. I want this one"

She gave me an eyebrow raise & started to scold me for being careless as regards to my old phones. Ofcourse I started to defend my side & we were silently arguing about my past phones & this Black Berry Torch. She called up my dad & my dad led out a fat hairy NO. He said I should be proven responsible first before he buys me any other phone, even that calculator looking Cherry Mobile phone.

If you know me more than what you see here in my blog, you would know how bratty I get when I don't get what I want. And that's not something I'm proud of & it's something I'm trying to get rid of. But I wanted that baby so bad that I started to cry softly & started to whine like a little girl.

Knowing my parents, they don't like to see me cry. My parents would usually give me what I want when I start to reason out because if they don't, my eyes would start to get watery. Hence, hello crying Ica.

I could feel in my own system that my mom would give in anytime but she's just resisting me. I started to whine more convincingly this time as I sip on my cup of Mocha Frappuccino.. I found myself biting the straw like a little girl as I reason out & cry at the same time. My mom isn't looking at me anyone. I think she's trying her best to resist my little girl ways. After 15 minutes or less, she started to give in.. "Okay.. Good grades tonight, be good & show that you're responsible enough"

YES !! Now that's settled, now I have to show I'm responsible. Hahaha ! But that's quite a challenge.. But I can do it ! \:D/ I may have not so good grades but it's better than failing. I can't wait for my Christmas loot.. Hihihihih :)

In other news, I'm going to get my laptop fixed next week. Hello no life-r :)) I'm so excited for the upcoming parties this semestral break. Wee ! I can party now without weight in my chest. I have passing grades ! Woo woo ! :)

♥

Spirit Day !

2010-10-21T07:48:00.003+08:00

Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds - Albert Einstein

Oh Spirit day. Actually, spirit day was yesterda

y. Tumblr turned into purple which kind of intrigued me so I did search a little on why Tumblr is purple. Ofcourse, there must be something behind it. Like the Black Tumblr.. They turned Tumblr black to stand against oil spills. So I did a little research & found out that 20102010 is Spirit Day ! \:D/ Since I love the color purple & I wanted to show support and condolences to the people who were brutally bullied & committed suicide.. I did wear purple yesterday.. And I still am ! ;)

Anyway, I was fixing my closet yesterday & I started to group them into kinds. From the basics, to the blouses, the jeans and so on.. I had to allot space for the new clothes I'm getting later (Yehey !). I'll try to check out Topshop later to see if they still have nice stocks & reasonable prices for shorts. I just need shorts. Since I doubt that I'll be hitting up Greenhills today because my mom dislikes EDSA traffic, I might as well check out the sale racks of a mall somewhere in Metro Manila where I'm headed for today. But I still wish mom would take me to Greenhills though :) I like shopping for cheap finds \m/

BTW, my mom blackmailed me last night to sleep with her. Lol. I have my own room but she asked me to sleep in theirs for some random reason. I was about to decline but she told me if I say no, she won't get me anything today. So I had no choice but to go. Hahaha ! Probably that's why I got up early.. I'm not used to sleeping there. I love my room so much. ♥

Grades will be released this Friday oh no.. Help me God :( SPIRIT.. SPIRIT.. :D

Highstreet Fashion.

2010-10-20T10:43:00.004+08:00

Let me define my title first so that we would be clear about this one.. Highstreet Fashion is the opposite of Highend Fashion. Obviously, you guys would know what Highend fashion is, I assume. Eitherway, Highstreet fashion is what they call "for the masses". I guess we're clear about that, huh? :)

So okay, I've been told that my dad will be a HongKong based musician for 2 years & I'm very excited to visit HongKong again. Probably we will be spending 2 Christmases & Summers in HongKong just to stay with my dad during the vacation. But this isn't confirmed yet so we have to wait for further announcements if my dad will be flying to HongKong or not.

Last night, I've been thinking about HongKong already. Since I'm a little girl who loves superficial things like shopping.. I wanted to fly to HongKong then & there. I want to run to an H&M store and get all the Hello Kitty items they have plus all the cute finds I could grab. I love H&M ! High Street fashion, as it maybe considered in other parts of the world.. But I'm not after the brand or what not, some of my friends doesn't know about this brand at all, but I'm after the styles they offer. Cheap but of high quality.

I have a cousin based in HongKong & she gives me all this H&M items. It's something I always look forward to. She gives me lotion, colognes, clothes, caps & bags. And because she knows I love Hello Kitty so darn much, she gives me Hello Kitty items from the said store.

Now since I heard about the HongKong thing about my dad, I googled H&M's site to check out a few clothes that I could atleast look forward to when I step into the land of HongKong. But then, I found something else..

H&M IN MANILA.

Oh no please. :| I've had enough of the Forever21 hype in Manila. It's okay that they have it here in Manila, but I cannot stand the fact that everyone will have the same clothes as you have. Ofcourse, it's an international brand.. People would start an H&M hype.. Long lines, Crazy people.. The list is endless.

Honestly, some people in the Philippines are huge fans of branded stuff because they intend to show off. I've had this experience in Zara.. While my mom is scouting for a formal pencil skirt & a couple of corporate attire tops as I drool over some shoes. I came across a group of girls.. One girl is showing off her credit cards to her friends as she picks out from Zara's basic racks. Yes, she was just buying basics. Like a tank or a plain shirt.. Whatever you call it. In the first place, you can find cheaper tanks at the department store. Or even a plain shirt. It doesn't have to be Zara =)) And man, they're just basics. Why do you need a credit card for?! A zara tank would just cost you about 500-800 php.. It doesn't cost 5000 php that you would need help from your credit card :-j What am I saying here, If you can't afford it & you can find alternatives.. GO FOR SOMETHING ELSE. Ano yon? Para lang masabing Zara yung plain white shirt mo gagamit ka ng credit card o uubusin mo ipon mo? (What is that? Just to show off that your plain white shirt is Zara you will use a credit card or use all of your savings?) I know I shouldn't be meddling with the lives of people but it's kind of weird to know that people are like that :| If you can't afford it, look for something else. Not spend all the money you have just to say you have this brand or that brand. Just my 2 cents.

Just so you know, Zara, Topshop, Mango & etc. is just HighEnd fashion in the Philippines. But if you visit the other countries, your clothes is just HighStreet Fashion :-j So you don't have to show off. 8-| Lol. Just saying.. Just saying...

Okay, I'm out. Hahaha ! I'm done ranting @-)

... Support brandless. HAHAHAHA \:D/

What is boredom..

2010-10-19T19:32:00.004+08:00

Hi guys. :D I just got out of the shower & I'm drying it as I catch up with a couple of people on Facebook, Twitter & Yahoo! Messenger :) And since I wanted to communicate with my visitors, I'm planning to put up a Ping Box in my side bar. :D Sounds fun, yeah? Hahaha :))

I didn't do much today. I was practically asleep the whole day. I had nothing better to do. I was downloading The Time Traveller's Wife yesterday & I thought I would be able to watch it earlier until I found out that I downloaded a fake one. Boo. So I had to look for a reliable torrent to download it again. So, I would be able to watch it in 15 minutes time. Yey ! :)

I would like to greet my awesome friend Jazmine Magno Toledo a happy happy 17th birthday tomorrow ! *hug ! You know I don't have money but I still love you & I owe you =)) Stay awesome :-* I miss you.

Lol. And since it's Jaz' birthday, I wanted to DIVAS to go out really soon as a whole just like in highschool :-j I love them so much & they became a huge fraction of my highschool life :D

Although most of us are currently studying in UST, I still miss Jaz & Berna & Janica. Jazmine used to study in UST but then dropped out a week before the Preliminary period for some reason. So Chai, Sarah & I was left in UST. Although I get to see Chai almost everyday, I still want to see Divas as a whole. And we will.. SOON :D

What is boredom.. I don't have much plans for this week except for a shopping spree this Thursday & a debut on Sunday. But my plans for next week is ironed out.. Wee !

I have nothing much to blog about since I practically slept in the whole day.. Boo :-q Suggest something I should do to kill boredom, please? :D

First weekday of my semestral break.

2010-10-18T13:24:00.003+08:00

I checked my blog status at Nuffnang earlier & found this...

Yesss ! I have 80 pesos on my Nuffnang account & I'm happy. Lol. Thank you guys for clicking my Ads ! I'm a few pesos closer to getting my new pop of lipbalm. Heehee. ;;) I ♥ you guys !

Anyway, I'm trying my best to stay home for the week. So I have downloaded a couple of movies to keep me entertained turing my semestral break. I'm currently watching Letters To Juliet & Time Travellers Wife is up next. Hahaha !

Letters To Juliet.. Mmm.. I love the story & I wonder what will happen next ;) I'm not yet done with the story though I'm quite sure that I would love it up until the end. I'm in the 51 minute cut & I have a long way to go (Atleast 40-50 minutes left) but I'm so excited to know the rest of the story. But I just wanted to share some insights before I finish the whole thing. Hehehe.

Anyway, I feel kinda bad that I wasn't able to visit Rockwell's Moonlit Bazaar. :( I love Rockwell's Bazaars because they offer nice things for a very low price. \:D/ But I'm expecting more bazaars this Christmas season :D

Anyway.. Guys ! Please feel free to drop by Topshop. They're having their midseason sale & I can't wait to check out their stocks before they ran out ! But you have to hurry, I always visit Topshop at the last two weeks of the sale & I always get left with the crappy stocks :( So I have to visit soon ! You guys do that :-bd

I have an observation... Am I the only blogger who doesn't enjoy Kpop & Jpop & Kdramas & Jdramas? I think so. :| Everytime I blog hop, all I see are these Korean, Japanese & Chinese characters. No exaggerations. I have nothing against this kinda of culture but I'm not a fan of it too. Eitherway, I think I'm the only person on blogger who doesn't enjoy this kind of things. Hahaha ! :| =)))

Anyway, I'll try to make my semestral break as productive as possible. I would try not to be allured by the malls & the parties & the chill spots. No, Ica will stay home. Hahaha ! =))

I will dye my hair brown. Which shade of brown would suit me best? I need your help ♥ Haha ! Thank you.

Have an awesome semestral break guys ! Thank you for clicking my ads. Please continue to do so ! ♥ I'd be very happy. *hugs everyone !

FOREVER. :D

2010-10-17T21:58:00.006+08:00

Hi people ! I got home from Forever 21 again earlier. Hahaha ! I bought the shoes that I wanted but in a different color. I wanted a black one but I have thought of stepping out of my comfort zone & try they gray one. So, I ended up buying it & loving it !!

Didn't get much things today. Just a pair of shoes & some necklaces. Plus my mom's & sister's purchases which I have no idea what is inside their loots. Hahahaha ! I was so happy about my purchases. ♥ I cannot find the dress I did fit yesterday so I failed.. Sort of. But I'm very very happy with my new baby :D

My loots. Wee. Hahahaha ! So fun so fun so fun ☺ I wore my babies as soon as I got them & they we're comfy !! As I went out of Megamall, It was raining. Tsk, bad idea to wear them. But atleast they got baptized in rain water. Hahahaha !

They're very easy to dry, actually. It dried up in less than 5 minutes so it was perfectly fine. Hehehe. But I hated the fact that I had to wait at St.Francis Square for my car.. Boo. Hahaha !

Hahaha I look so flushed already :| It was awfully traffic so I had to wait for a few minutes before he got in my spot. But none the less, he paid for my purchases so he has the every right to be late. Hahahaha =)) Thanks Pa :-*

Any way, I'm so tired already I need to get some sleep. :| I've been malling lately.. All of my cash have been vacuumed out & my energy's gone. Boo. :-q Aaah. The main plan of my Semestral break was to get enough sleep that I have lost over the school days.. :| Still I lack sleep & I need to regain that energy soon. No more going out for me then. I'm staying home until Thursday next week. Hihihi. And ofcourse, enrollment & clearance. :-j I need to spare my dad from my money-asking-spree since he's paying for a lot of things lately..

Okay ! I'm out. ♥ Leave comments if you can ! My new pair of shoes would love to hear your feedbacks about her ;;)

I can't think of a nice title so... ☺

2010-10-16T20:33:00.006+08:00

Guess who survived the Forever21 hype in Manila? I did ! Hahaha ! I'm currently streaming S04E05 of GossipGirl & it's kinda slow so I thought of sharing some photos from today.. ☺Basically spent the whole day with Sarah at Megamall. We have nothing to do but drool for clothes & stuff. She helped me scout clothes to get for tomorrow & I sure did have fun fitting a bunch of clothes in Forever21 ;) Hehehe.

11am - We rushed to Forever21 to check out the stocks & how the lines are being managed. True enough. At 11am, everyone is crazy for clothes @-) The fitting room lines are amazingly long.. It took us about an hour to reach the fitting cubicles ! My god ! It's unimaginable :| But it was real. We saw people fitting clothes in front of the racks due to lack of patience to fall in line.. But we did fall in line anyway but it was a struggle @-)

Amongst all that I have fitted, I liked this one the best ! But I was looking for a colored dress for a friend's debut on Sunday. So I had to let this one go :| Boo. :-q But I'm going back tomorrow with my mom so I may get this one out of the rack & into my closet tomorrow... I hope? Hehe.

We didn't buy anything on our first go, though. FOREVER 21'S CASHIERS WERE ALL JAMPACKED ! THE LINE IS VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERY LONG. WITHOUT EXAGGERATIONS. If we waited, we would've waited for about 2 hours.. No exaggerations. So we had to let go of the ones we had & headed for a nice lunch at Amici ! Spaghetti with Cheese Pizza.. Yum ! =P~ It was an awesome lunch :-bd And there's this kid behind me named Gio.. About 3 years old or younger. And he likes to come to our table & say hi to us. Such a cutie ! Hahaha !

We scouted for more clothes else where but Forever21 seemed to love us so much that it kept on alluring us to get back inside & get the clothes. Hahaha ! I loved the I ♥ Nerds tank !! Ooh lala =P~ Ang the animal printed skirt too ! I'll try to get that out of the rack & into my closet tomorrow !

....And I was able to find a nice pair of ankle laceup oxfords like the ones in Zara !! \:D/ I told my mom about it & we're getting a pair tomorrow. What is fun !! ♥ I did fit it but the photo I took was quite dark.. :( But I swear, it looked so gorgeous on my feet ! ♥

I'll be back at Forever21 tomorrow to pick out clothes. ☺ Atleast I know the time when the hype tames down. Hehehehehe ! :D

How window shopping tortures me at some point...

2010-10-16T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone :D I'm so tired & bothered so I have to post this photo of Ais, Me & Shannen before I start talking about today to de-stress myself. Hahaha ! This photo is weirdly funny. :-j =)) But anyway...

... I'm waiting for you. It's been days since we last talked & I feel that we're slowly drifting away from each other. I know, you miss me too. You told me a few days back & it bothers me not to hear anything from you. Considering that I misplaced my phone last night. But things are starting to be awkward lately.. I hope things will stay the same..

Anyway, enough of that. I had the most difficult Communications test ever earlier & I think I'm going to fail. Hahahaha ! And who told you that studying communication is easy?! It's crazy hard. Hahaha ! But man, I feel so good that everything is over ! YEHEY. =)) After the exams we had to go else where.. Hence, we went to Gateway just to chill.

In Gateway, I have experienced the worst torture ever.. To see clothes in racks & I can't even buy them. I like to window shop alone & I never had this pain ever. I like to window shop alone and go through every rack... And drag my mom the next few days to get me that thing that I wanted. But this, well.. Is a different story.

I was with my blockmates Ais, Shannen, Meryll & Carla and it's hard to window shop with a lot of eyes with you. They see every single awesome thing & they would stay there until we die inside. Hahahaha ! I remained quiet most of the time as they talk about this top, that shorts, this phone, that iPod..... I stayed silent but its slowly killing me. Hahaha !

Then we decided to stop torturing ourselves & headed for the foodcourt to grab some grub. I had Fettucini & garlic bread plus Coke (oh no, bad.) ! Yum ! Then headed for TimeZone for some fun-with-a-little-inside-joke =))

Then some of our Irregular blockmates told us to head down to TriNoma & bond with them. Ais & Shannen was supposed to go with me to TriNoma then we saw Carla's kuya in Fullybooked.. Yay ! Carla asked for money then we convinced Meryll to head to TriNoma. Practically strangled her just to get her there. Hahaha ! And we succeeded. \:D/

TriNoma at 5 30pm. Headed for McDonald's ! Gian's treat ! Yay ! Bonded with Gian, Ridz, JC & Omar ! :D Roamed around & ... Well.. Went home. Ridz & Ais went to Morato to have a night out which I turned down because I had no more energy to drink booze and my feet started to act crazy. Hahaha !

Anyway, I have plans all ironed out tomorrow. I asked Sarah to call me in the morning for her to ask my maid to perk me up. Lol. Date with Sarah girl ! ☺ Oh how I love that Korean monkey face !!!

I have to sleep. Boo. It's about 1am here & I can't wait to see Sarah tomorrow \:D/

Studious?

2010-10-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. :) I bet you're surprised that I'm back earlier. So, I've been best friends with my highlighter, my g-tec pen & my binder. ( Hello Kitty ! ) I had to watch a 11 part video on Matial Law for my major exam tomorrow & I got bored so I started to blog. Bah.

Anyway, I lost my phone a few hours back, again. It's my 5th(?) phone for this year & I don't think I'll get a decent phone anytime soon. Boo. But I still hope for a decent phone as an early christmas gift ! :">

I'm starting to feel the weight of college life, seriously. I was asked to memorize 19 countries' official name, capital, head of government & state and their currencies.. And only 5 % came out. What makes matters worse is that, it's mostly a map test & the map isn't clear AT ALL. And I forgot how the flag of Switzerland looks like, talk about stupid. Hahaha ! =))

I have to get back to studying now. So, I'll see you guys tomorrow !

Oh, btw. Thank you for clicking my Ad in my side bar ! You guys made me 10 pesos richer ! :D ♥

I'll be on Hiatus.

2010-10-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hahaha ! Okay just needed to post a photo for this entry :) I'll be out for the whole week until Friday. Finals week. Don't worry, I'll be free from school work for a month ! What is fun. Hehehe. I have my October & First week of November all planned out (although I have a few more slots to fill in my planner !) and I'm very much excited about the plans I made !

Anyway, since I've been bumming around lately because hell week is slowly coming to an end.. I've been watching NigaHiga & Kevjumba videos. I never get tired of their cute faces ! Check out this screencap I got from one video..

Oh yes. Ryan & Kevin ! ♥

I got nothing much to say. I did nothing for today.. I was supposed to scout for clothes in Greenhills & Megamall but it started to rain really hard & my mom didn't like to drive around the city with heavy rains so we stayed home. Although, she rescheduled our shopping to next week sunday, before church. I need to get myself a couple of shorts from the stalls in Greenhills or the department store. And probably scout a few clothes & shoes from F21 (or probably get myself a new pair of ankle boots since the one I wanted from Zara got faced out 2 weeks ago). I've been very busy to go window shopping like I used to do over the summer. The money alloted for my gimicks & shopping is being added up to my school money since I eat a lot in school.

.. And because I have no money left for clothes, I want to go thrift shopping. Like seriously ! I want to maximize my money. A few days ago, I passed by a row of thrift stores along EspaÑa avenue on my way to school & saw a vintage looking floral pencil skirt in the outer rack. It's annoyingly cute & I wanted to go down.. But I was running late. Hahaha ! The next day, it's gone :(

Help me find good thrift shops (and safe ones.. You know, clothes from living people? Hahaha !) around Quezon City, Metro Manila or the Manila area. :)

Another thing, I'm going to leave this place very very soon ! My parents have decided to leave my current home as soon as possible. We might live else where.. A place very much accessible & safer than my current house. Hahaha ! They're considering the Pasig area but I want to live in Makati (near MOA, so I can go back to skating). Hahaha ! But yes, my parents have been searching high & low for new places to live in.. I'm very much excited ! Weee \:D/

Okay, I'll be back after a week. ;) Do me a favor guys. Click the Ad on my side bar whenever you see it ! This girl is very much desperate for a new Burts Bees lipbalm & I'm too shy to ask for money from my mom :( Hahaha ! Thank you so much ☺ I hope you guys will still visit me every now & then.. Keep my blog alive while I'm gone ♥

Much love x ♥

A different kind of entry....

2010-10-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

I bet my frequent readers are used to seeing entries about my day. But please expect this entry to be different. Very much different from the others...

I'm trying to step out of my comfort zone. I know I could be very transparent, but not everything is being poured out.. I still hide a couple of things inside me. I bet some people here are afraid of reading my blog because I think I sound so suicidal & all that. Hahaha ! But no, I have moved on from that stage of my life. Yes, I have thought of committing suicide atleast once.. I know visualizing isn't a sin, but I had to let go of that as soon as possible before another thought of dying would cross my mind.

Everyone knows how noisy I could be. I think that's very much evident. But the minute I keep quiet, that means I got offended... I may say I'm very much okay, yes I am. But a little hatred comes into my system & it would come out one day. I would break down & cry, scream, or eat a lot.

I'm very much thankful that I had a chance to let go of my "emo" self, as people would call it. I try to be fun & I would like my life to be very very colorful. I dislike sadness, I find it very pointless & meaningless. Maybe that's why I look younger than my age. I'm very optimistic. Very optimistic that I could say I like to lie to myself. I lie to myself a lot. I pretend to be blind. But that's how I want life to be. I'd rather get stabbed in the back, than I stab others. I really don't mind being stabbed. As long as I'm true to my feelings and towards other people. I try to lie to myself that I cannot see that they're saying bad things about me, even though the signs are eating me up.

Some of my true friends would say I'm too nice or I'm being a martyr. But that's just how I like to live my life. Full of positivity. But still, I like honesty.. Tell me what you feel about me, tell me what you think. I'd remain calm & okay.

Okay I just had to blog this.. I want to let everyone know that I'm human too & I have feelings. I may seem to be very much okay with everything.. But no, I just try to. I have my limits too. I'm still very far from my boiling point, though. But everyone would reach that eventually. I just want to warn everyone else. As I have said in my past entry, I can feel that my patience is starting to decrease. But it's still long enough to last for mid-2011, perhaps? ;) Hehehe, just kidding.

Thank you for reading. Spread the love ☮ ♥ ☺

More than a single wish, I'm talking every dream :(

2010-10-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

For some time, I have this special friend who's been helping me out with everything. I know I have a lot of awesome guy friends who are very much willing to help me out. Taking me to school, delivering chocolates, helping me out with errands, taking responsibility... The list goes on. But I have this special friend who may not do so much like the others.. But remained special.

I have nothing for him, atleast, I think so or I try to believe so. He's amazing. He may not be the hottest person on earth, but he's kinda cute. He's very expressive and honest. Very open, actually. And maybe that's why he's extra special.

He maybe immensely juvenile, but he tries his best to understand me. He maybe very sensitive and he gets mad a lot for the silliest reasons, but he would apologize. He's over protective. Sometimes I don't get why... But I guess he cares a lot.

Anyway, we aren't talking.. Yes, not at all. For the longest time. I know he did this a lot of times already, but with a reason. I cannot get why he's doing this to me. I didn't do anything wrong. Atleast, nothing I know of. I'm so stuck up. I don't know what to do anymore. My pride is eating me up... But I think it would result to something worse than this. I can't take this anymore.

I'm not used to this kind of treatment. Can you please, talk to me? PLEASE. I'm not used to this. Yes, maybe I did say that I can stand you.. But I guess... I can't :(

Eeeey Must be the Moneey !

2010-10-05T09:08:00.003+08:00

I'm currently listening to Ride Wit Me by Nelly & I'm feeling kind of nostalgic. Hahaha ! I miss the 90's. I miss the songs that doesn't abuse the use of cursing phrases, if you know what I mean. As far as I could remember, Eminem is the only singer that abuses the use of curse phrases but I don't really mind because he raps about life.. Not sex, drugs, girls & parties. Oh my, I feel so old. Hahahaha !

Anyway, I went to the Candy fair last Saturday & I had only one prospect. Hahaha ! Omg. I literally went home after seeing him. :-j I came in very very very very very late and I went home right after seeing him. :-j

Hahahaha. Okay, I just wanted to share these. :-bd I can't wait to see this little boy next time. Hahaha ;;) ♥

Anyway, I've been feeling so weird lately. I feel that I have changed so much. Honestly, my patience grew shorter. Back in high school, I had very very long patience & just one person reached my boiling point. But now, I'm starting to be very emotional and I'm starting to be very fragile. I try to be quiet when I feel that I'm about to burst. I try to process in my mind that I have to keep my cool or else things would by flying around... Literally. May be it your drink, your book.. Whatever. I tend to be very physical when people reach my maximum limit. I have fast hands, the first thing I could grab... would fly. Every night, I pray that my patience wouldn't come to a stop. I don't want to hurt anyone, physically or by my abusive & tactless mouth. I'm so sorry... I'll keep my cool, promise.

At least at times that I need to spill everything out, I have my friends to back me up. :-bd And that's why I love them :>

I have classes later. It will start at 1pm and will end at 7pm. Boo :-q I hate this schedule @-) Anyway, please leave your comments on the comment box NOT THE TAG BOX please? :| You can also leave tips on how to relax or how to prolong patience. Hahahaha ! Please, that would really help me :D

Peace, Love & Happiness ! ♥

Ica hates anything mathematical.

2010-10-02T11:42:00.006+08:00

Hey guys ! :-bd Greetings from me and my jeje-poses :) I'm so lazy I need to go else where today. Was about to leave for the Candy Fair but I had to scan a few selections for Literature.. Oh life. :|

Anyway, I registered to Nuffnang for some random reason and I don't know how it works. @-) I mean, I see it all over Tumblr & Blogger and it works perfectly on most blogs I visit (with ads and all. Mine is AD-less. Hahaha !). It's crazy. I want advertisements on my blog too ! :(

I'm riding LRTs now from school ! Oh yay ! Yesterday I bought a stored value ticket and I felt stupid that I forced to insert the card in the wrong way. Hahaha ! Atleast now I know how to insert that card in the right way. And maaan, I have an LRT card at the back of my ID. Which makes it very evident that I'm now one of the LRT girls. Hahaha ! \:D/ Thank you for the influence, blockmates.

Oh yes, about my grades. Well... I need to perfect the Economics final test to get a 2.75 :( And I'm very open about this one. I mean, I know I'm very very very very bad at numbers. I can't do math to save my life... or to even save my future. :-j Math hates me, and I hate him too. We will never ever jive. Pfft. Life. I wish I had amazing math powers @-)

Hello Lookbook. I have 2 likes, AND THAT'S ME. Hahaha ! I like myself. No I'm not conceited. I'm just FOREVER ALONE. \:D/ Hahahaha ! Like my Lookbook page ! :-bd And I'll love you forever ♥ Click on the this, it will redirect you to my page \:D/

Anyyyway, so there. I have to finish these doing these selections. Aaaah @-) x

Whatevers ;; Ondoy !

2010-09-26T13:02:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone :) I'm staying in today. @-) I wasn't able to watch Skechers yesterday. But I heard Claret Hataw and LSGH AirForce did good. :-bd Congrats guys ! ^:)^ I can't wait to see them perform on tbhe 20th of November for the finals together with the other schools :-bd Front row seats, yeah \m/

Anyway, my mom was feeling generous lately and got me a wallet from XOXO. Yehey ! \m/

It's Ondoy's aniversary today. :p I will never forget that experience. Boo. But at least everyone have moved on, right? It was very tragic. I was viewing some photos I took during the tragedy and it is such a sad sight :(

Huhuhu. I know other people have a worse experience than what I have experienced but let's leave it alone and move on :)

I'm so bored and I want froyo. I had 2 cups of froyo yesterday because I was so depressed. Boohoo :-q I am also in need of a new styling iron.. Mine weirdly exploded. Hahaha ! I want the instyler, get me one for Christmas, please? Heehee.

Not much to look forward to this week. Except for The Candy Fair on October 2nd, Finally ! A break from all the college stresses I've been experiencing lately. Who's coming, let me know ;;) And yes, 2012 part II on October 1st. But I don't think I'll be attending. Boo. :-q

I will study in a few for Economics and Theology quizzes. Aaah, I hate Economics. @-) I'm flunking. Huhu. :-<>

I miss highschool. Hi guys. I miss you ♥

I'm out. :-bd

I got that Magic in me :>

2010-09-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

I'm catching up with Gossip Girl lately and I must say... I need to catch up on the 3rd season really soon ! Aaaargh. ( I would like to give credit to Tumblr for the photo of Blair and Chuck, so gorgeous ! )

Anyway, I'm doing my report on Israel tomorrow and I hope I would do good :| Baah. I'm trying to research about basic facts on Israel that I could add to my report tomorrow. And ofcourse, I have a plan B if else fails. I'm so darn scared of what will happen tomorrow.. Gah @-) But, I shall think positive. EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT WELL :)

Sometimes I just feel too sickly.. Well, the constant change of weather triggers such incident but it's quite unusual and I feel uncomfortable in a way or another. But I can't afford to miss a day of school.. It's hard to cram, you know. Ugh.

Anyway, I went home at around 4 30 and found my sister watching Glee by the family room. I don't like Glee, to be honest. I find it extremely pointless, but the songs are nice. Bah. @-) Call me names, but I really don't like Glee. Ahaha !

Okay I'm out. Peace !

Every little bit..

2010-09-20T19:34:00.003+08:00

Hello guys :) Long time ! I'm so tired and stressed out :-<>

My head hurts real bad. I've been trying to finish my Contemporary World Geography report on Israel for the past few days and finally, I'm ready. :) My powerpoint, CHECK ! My guide, CHECK ! Now all I need is to make these hand outs that I would distribute to class.. Ugh, when will this end ! :(

Moving on, I was able to support UST for the UAAP Cheerdance Competition ! ♥ I was seated in Lower Box section 200 and I had to watch the routines up close, yay !

Hello UAAP ticket ! :) I got the ticket from Ivana, ofcourse I accompanied her throughout the competition :) Worth every cent. I had so much fun and it made me feel my school spirit. Imagine, we were situated in Ateneo side and man, when UST started to cheer, we stood up and did the GO USTe cheer :) I think these Ateneans behind us did find the cheer cute so some of them did it as well.. Hihihi :)

Hi Ivana :) Apologies for my ugly face. It was so hot and the ventilation in Araneta wasn't sufficient. Hehehe.. Atleast I had fun !

Any way, I've been dealing with things all to myself for the past few days. I don't know. Knowing me, I like to appear happy to everyone else. I'm a very happy person ! But I think that I have to let go of everything inside me at times. I started crying at the night of September 17, after talking on the phone with my good friend Abigail. And I've been crying until the next day, afternoon. I knew I had to stop before coming to UST for a special class. I came to school with my hair messed up to the extremes and "attempted" to be neat with a huge clamp. My eyes were the puffiest of the puffiest and I certainly looked like I didn't have any sleep for a week straight. I can say I look extremely ugly and extremely messed up. I basically stared at the ceiling of the classroom during the 2 hour subject and went out of the room like a zombie. I can say that the not-so-good feelings I have haven't totally exited my system. I can still feel my eyes, puffy to a certain extent. And I was asked by at least 3 people earlier if I was okay because I didn't look okay. I don't like it when people notice when I'm not okay. I like to appear my best everyday and I don't like to spread bad vibes amongst everyone.. But I guess everything comes out eventually.

I cried on the phone so hard that I couldn't talk straight. On the other line was Mico, my bestfriend who didn't bother asking me what's wrong but instead, tried to cheer me up :) After a few minutes she had to put the phone down because she was asked to do something.. Then I called another bestfriend, Bry. He told me the sweetest things on how important I am and how I should not be too kind to others. He told me that I should give myself a break from being the goody goody and I should start asserting myself. Am I too nice? :(

Any way, I can't think of anything more to blog for now :) I'm trying to catch up with a few friends on social networking sites. Ehehehehe.. Adios ! ♥

Nothing to do on a Wednesday...

2010-09-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I'm still here at home. I had plans of going to Araneta with Ivana and Hesed to buy tickets for Sunday. Randomly, I slept in for too long. I'm trying to catch up with the sleep I lost for the past few days. College is starting to be toxic and all. I have a report due in Geography for next week and I'm scared about it.

I have nothing to do all day but stay here unless some people would take me out *cough cough* Hahaha !

Any way, I had so much fun yesterday :) I had to come to school earlier than usual because I made plans with Aislinn to go to the nearby nail salon and get our nails done. It turned out so pretty !! They used a silver chromatic base and black for the details...

Rawr. Tiger prints ! ;;) The base is simply adorable and so as the detail. I'm going to pull this off until it chips out. Hehehe.

Uhm, I heard Forever21 has new stocks and I found out they released the I ♥ Nerds line !! I'm excited. I love that line especially because they have the Hello Kitty version ! \:D/ Excited to come by Forever21 anytime soon ;;)

Ivana called me a few minutes back and told me there are no more tickets left for Sunday. Fiddlesticks. I want to watch it so bad :| Baaah :|

I think blogger is dying, don't you think? I mean, I rarely see people plug their Blogger blogs. But still, I think blogger would be the best place for serious blogging.. Why? Here, let me tell you :)

I think you know that I am a Tumblr user. Honestly, I don't feel comfortable blogging my life in Tumblr. I don't know. There's something about Blogger that makes me want to detail everything.
Tumblr is starting to be a social networking site, but it's not !!
I'm starting to forget that Tumblr is a blog site.
Other blogging sites are complicated.

I have more to jot down but I'm too lazy to elaborate each. I don't really mind if no one would visit my Blogger blog.. I just like to blog is all :) I want to look back one day and read each post ...

I actually like to keep this one forever. I like to read my old posts. Hahaha ! They're so immensely juvenile.. I had bad Tagalog. Hahaha ! I was trying to get myself used with the language because I had to. But either way, I could speak both fluently now. \:D/ .. At least I think so. Hahaha ! I just like to back read everything and compare how much have changed over the years, considering I have this blog since 2007 ! ;;) Much have changed and it's quite fun to read over and reminisce on the days... Hehehehe :)

Now, I'm so bored.. I want food. :|

Tiresome.

2010-09-06T19:02:00.002+08:00

I just got home from a random day with Bernadine and Patricia. They made me rush out of the room just to meet them out. I miss them so much ;;) Although I always see Patricia around because we share the same building and her classroom is just across my locker. But we rarely chat because we have to rush to our classrooms. Anyway, I had a quiz in Literature before dismissal. I felt that my phone was ringing but I had to ignore it. After the quiz, I checked my phone " 3 missed calls -- Bernadine ".. I wasn't able to register to the Unlimited text service so I spared one peso for B. I asked her " Why? I'm not unli " I got another call from Bernadine and she asked me to go to Mang Inasal in Dapitan street. I dumped my stuff inside my locker and dashed out of the school.

I entered Mang Inasal and saw Patricia and Bernadine, OH YAY !! Then I made them taste my favorite drink, Zen Tea in P.Noval street then visited Sarah in Beato building \:D/ Took a few pictures with Sarah's phone and then went home.

It was quite weird, we had an encounter with a kid in the overpass.. Hahaha ! Very epic yet I don't want to sound to offensive so I'd rather keep that to myself ;;) Either way, you can ask me else where about the story. Hahaha ! :D

Hello people, my Formspring is dying @-) Huhuhuh. Ask me anything, anytime. I'll try my best to answer everything right away !

My first few months of college.

2010-09-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

College is very demanding. It demands a huge portion of your time until you realized that you have none left for yourself. Things aren't easy for me, the fact that I'm used to procrastinate and I wasn't able to train myself with time management. I thought college is a breeze, needless to say, easier. Since you get to choose which area to specialize on and you can choose an area where in you know you'll do good in. Same perceptions, anyone? Well, we're wrong.

Since I'm majoring in Communication Arts, we are studying introduction to communications. Yes, I thought it was a breeze until I failed 2 quizzes. One quiz, I failed because I wasn't able to come on time. Some consideration, huh? No. My professor didn't give me the chance. And the other, well.. I failed the quiz because I wasn't able to label my notes properly.

Everyone knows I despise all things Mathematical. I can't do Math. I hate Math ! Math won't save my life... But I have a subject to bear with. And that is Economics. Business Math. And I'm failing it. Yes sir-ree ! I'm failing it. I have such a low class standing for this subject alone. Passed 2 quizzes, failed the last one and failed the preliminary test by one point. Nice job.

Either way, I can say that I'm starting to cope up with my college life. I'm starting to get a hang of reading massive pages of readings. I am starting to love papers. As a high school student before, I always throw papers away.. But now I file everything in one clear book so I wouldn't misplace any hand outs given. I am starting to know how to pay for my own papers with my own allowance, considering I get a higher allowance than others. I am starting to control myself from spending too much.

You see, College isn't just about the freedom and all that. You get to learn life lessons and to be "Street Smart", as people will call it. I learned how to go home alone at night without whining at my mom/ dad to fetch me because it's dark and scary. I learned how to be responsible with everything I do because things aren't spoon fed anymore like high school. You have to know your way around all by yourself. College would teach you to be independent. Unlike in high school, you always need a friend to accompany you around the campus because you'll be labeled as a loser if you cross the quadrangle alone. But in college, friends would just come second. You have to do things alone and run from building to building alone.

There's so many things to share but I only have limited time. This blog post is kind of spontaneous.. I didn't think that would be able to update this today. But I'm glad I did ! :)

Any way, I'm back and changed by the challenges and demands of college ! ♥

Does your chain hang low?

2010-07-14T16:16:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm listening to that song right now. OMG. It's been a while since I last blogged something :( I'm kinda busy with everything so I'm kinda pre-occupied with school and sometimes I get to lazy to type long paragraphs just to tell you guys about my day. So I'll just sum it up in this post, aryt?

Hmm.. I'm currently online because CHED kinda suspended our classes because of the typhoon. But it's kinda sunny outside but the wind is chilly cold. :( My internet was acting up a few hours ago so I stayed in bed since this morning. Actually, my net is still acting up.. It's hella slow but it's better than nothing, right? ;)

College, Hmmm.. It's fun! I swear, but I wish adjustment period would be over ASAP. I'm starting to feel my school spirit (I'm currently wearing my UST shirt ) :D

I bought it yesterday and wore it after buying it :| Hahaha. Anyway, I'm having fun in college. It's quite a breeze... yet. But I guess it will gradually get hard after a few months, weeks or so.

I have the coolest jump ^:)^ I feel so awesome. Hahahaha =)) Check out Gia's face.. Feels heavy carrying your stuff around, eh Gia? Hehehe =)) Severe randomness after our arnis PE last monday. I forgot my arnis in the plaza so I had to run from one end to another to retrieve it :( HAHAHA =))

I'm starting to get pimples though :( But still, life goes on. I have 4 more years to study and then it's over YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES \:D/

Oh, BTW I failed TOMCAT and ABDS, but passed CA FOOTWORKS. =)) Hollah at me, yo.

Blue :-bd

2010-06-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, I'm in the mood for a long blog entry today. I just hope you guys could still read it thoroughly :)

Anyway, I just got home from school. Yes, my first flood experience in UST. WOW WOW WOW. That's all I can say. Hahaha! When the council member went to our classroom to break the news that there's a minimal flood in front of our building.. I hurriedly ran into the building entrance to check out the flood. To tell you, the water is very clear. YES, CLEAR :) And the Pavilions in front of our building, which is also called the AB-PAV, was floating. Hahaha =)) The scene kinda gave me thrill so I forgot to take my camera with me when I dashed outside. :))

So anyway, we thought that we won't have our last class anymore.. BOO, we did stay until the last subject. After which, we set off. Surprisingly, the traffic in the Espanya stretch was HEAVY. Yes, not just heavy.. It was HEAVY. Every traffic light was green but no vehicle was moving. :( Expected, no FXs or even Jeepneys. So we took the cab. 30 minutes inside the cab, we're still in UST. No progress. And our metro was flaming almost into a hundred. Wow, nice. Good thing, the cab we got knew alternate routes which gave us a fast escape into the overly traffic scenario. Phew!

When I got to TriNoma, I bought Pink Lemonade AirHeads. Yum yum! You guys should taste it. :-bd Then I went home. :p Nothing special really..

BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE.. I am currently watching Pretty Little Liars online out of boredom and loved it so I'm watching the episodes religiously :) Hahahaha! Who watches How I met your mother? Uhhh I need the full season 1 DVD! Plus Skins too! :P I got sick of the Gossip Girl drama but Chuck Bass is still number 1 in my ♥. Hee hee :">

Then I got lazy to blog. Sorry guys! I'm so tired :( Have fun :)

Inauguration tomorrow, goodluck to president Noy :p

Officially a Thomasian :)

2010-06-24T13:48:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! I've been preoccupied with college so I have minimal time to blog :( Huhu. Anyway, hello people!

Yesterday was the Thomasian Freshman walk. I swear it was hot like hell during the afternoon. So I was mean enough to cut mass and have late lunch with blockmates :| I'm so sorry God :( I just can't take the heat. :|

So yeah, here are some photos from the Parade to the late lunch :)

The unbearable heat. My haggard face, CONGRATULATIONS :D

Hi blockmates. =)) I have thin legs =))

Ina Hesed and I =)) I feel so kfkfjsdkfjasd. =)) And yes, I always have accessories ;)

Blockmates plus Ate Trish :) She's so cute!! :) I look like sdhkasjdaskj with no bangs =)) Check out Gino's face =)) He thinks Ate Trish looks like Alice in Wonderland =))

Plaza mayor!!

Yes I'm tired :| Hi Carla and Gino =))

Check out my eyebags. Hahaha! =))) Hi Carla, Ces and Meryll :>:>

MR AB Owl =)))

I feel so bad for cutting mass :| But it was hot and I wanted food. See, I'm drinking Gatorade to replenish my strength :|=))

My super pacute face. HAHAHA =))

After lunch =))

Crediting everything to Gia Palamos :) Thanks Gia ^:)^ So yeah, we were supposed to attend this after party then it started to rain hard and I got wet :| WELCOME TO UST. Hahaha! Atleast I know what to expect. And I should bring slippers everyday :( Lol.

Anyway, Happy Manila Day people :> No classes for me so I'm trying to relax as much as possible :> I'm playing MoshiMonsters again! Lol. I love the cute sounds the little monsters make :D

Waiting for my mom to come home, I asked her to buy me Cinnamon Swirls from Starbucks ;D I'm hella hungry and I'm near to finishing up the whole 1 liter bottle of Minute Maid D: Yes, I'm trying to be healthy when I'm at home. I basically have Coke for lunch in school because lack time to fall in line and order :| Deprived kid. Hahaha!

Will try to reply to your Cbox messages now. Have a nice day people! xo

Deprived of food..

2010-06-19T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! Finally! I have survived the first week of school :-bd School was fun! But I was deprived of heavy food :(

I always eat little by little during free cuts. But still, I'm having fun! I only have a few photos.. But anyway, I'll share some :)

Say Hi to my lockermates and seatmates Ivana and Frances :)

Say hi to some girls ;D While having our "lunch"

And yes, I don't have my uniform yet :( Anyway, I'll update again soon. I have nothing much to share :( Hahaha =))

I'm done with every paper work and assignment !! Yehes, petix time. Hahahaha ;D

Have a nice weekend :D

My last day of summer.. :|

2010-06-15T11:20:00.003+08:00

I wasn't able to buy a cardigan for tomorrow :| So I'm going to change my outfit plan :| Well anyway... I'm feeling lazy and sleepy @-) And I can't feel the mood to blog something :|

For today, I have been planning to slumber the day away. But I guess that will just fxck my body clock so I'd rather stare at the computer scree

n and let the radiation hypnotize me. Hehehe ;)

Anyway, my aunt Kassie and I got bored so she came over and took photos of me :| Hahaha! We're cool like that B-)

Yes, I do feel gay and I look like a castaway !! \m/ Hahahaha =)) I have something to tell you about my outfit, though ;) My top is from American Eagle. It's an oversized longsleeved top. But then, I have sewn it MANUALLY, yes manually, and turned it into an off shouldered crop top ! :D Yaaay =)) And my shorts was originally pants that I trimmed down :-j I'm such a resourceful person. \:D/ Hahahaha =))) Oh, and the cute necklace was from my good friend Christopher Tancuan =)) I actually forced him to buy it for me during our Sophomore year fieldtrip, If I remembered correctly. There was this old lady who sells such cute shell accessories for food :( So I told him to help the old lady out and give the necklace to me. Hahaha!! So that necklace is important to me because of the charitable deed ^:)^

I have nothing much to say... But I'm really dizzy and sleepy.

Messages on my Cbox will be read later on today. I'm not feeling so well to read them :| I'm going to get some rest :( Hi everyone!! :D I will try to reply in a few, kay? :)

Have a great day people, school tomorrow :(

Fills my heart with delight :D

2010-06-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

This was taken a few days back. Actually, I'm eating the purple one right now. I have eaten everything else. :-j Hahaha! Fills me with happiness ♥ I love Sonja's cupcakes. :-*

I'm stuck at home while everybody is out partying :( WTH. :| Seriously, not even one party for this year :| I hate having one car!! We used to have 2 but my mom sold hers because she doesn't use it too much. At first it was alright.. Classes + Parties = Impossible. But then summer came in and every party pops out at the season.. I ALWAYS CAN'T COME BECAUSE I'M BEING DEPRIVED OF MY RIDE :( My dad told me I would get my car this year or next year because he will buy 2 more cars because he scored big cash this year. Yay dad, but I need the car now :( (Throws tantrums)

Credits to Tumblr

The SNL scene at Bureau every Saturday :| Aaaah. I miss this scene :( I miss the night life, get me a car.. NOW. :(

Uhm.. Anyway, today I slept almost the whole day. My phone was quite quiet for the whole day so I had nothing else to do. Internet became irksome (I dislike the Blue Tumblr, revoke it back to Black please) because I had no one to talk to. I'm such a friendless loser :( Huhu. :-j

At this moment, I'm checking out FAIL Pictures to give myself a few laughs. Hehehe :)

And school is slowly approaching.. MY BAG HASN'T ARRIVED YET! :( Speaking of that bag, my mom found out I spent (insert huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge amount of money here) on shopping and she started screaming at me yesterday when I got home from my errand day. Like WTH mom, I'm just treating myself for my JOB WELL DONE ^:)^.....with my dad's money. Haha! Kidding :-j

Trying to make myself feel drowsy.. But I guess that wouldn't happen because I'm eating sweets again :-j HAHAHAHA! I'm such a cool person :)

Have a good day people :-*

Getting my sleep intact ;)

2010-06-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! I was up by 8:30 am earlier today :-bd I'm finally getting my sleep on track :> I slept at around 1am \:D/ Hahaha! No more sleepless nights ;)

Anyway, my childhood friend tagged me baby photos on Facebook and I swear, it killed me socially. Hahahaha! =))) I looked like a pumpkin :(

Hahahaha! And with that, I also tried to read back stuff I used to write during my 5th grade :| I speak broken Tag-Lish and I kept on warning people that my posts are taglish and all that =))) I was never fluent in any language back then, anyway :| Hahaha! I was hella pathetic to the extremes. \m/ But I'm totally happy that everything was altered :-/ Whew. Hahaha =)))

Uhm, I will be out in a few hours. Time to do some errands !! You will totally see me around TriNoma or SM North area today ;) First, I have to transfer money :| Second, I have to look for a cardigan (DRAGS ME TO MNG) and the rest would be spontaneous :| ;)

I am currently craving for cheese sticks from Johnny Rockets' :( Might drag myself to East to buy myself these babies \m/

Credits to weheartit ♥

And since I'm heading to TriNoma, I might buy myself Royce Choco-Potato Chips \m/

Credits to Google

Gah I've been craving for these for WEEKS now :(

Oh no, Lakers is losing :( GO GO TEAM LAKERS!!! ♥

Have a productive day people ;) x

Lady Gaga's Alejandro

2010-06-10T14:47:00.002+08:00

Okay, since I have nothing to blog for today because basically, yesterday sucked like hell :( I will just talk about Lady Gaga's video... And some ramblings.. I guess?

I like Lady Gaga. She's really gorgeous and all.. But I must say, I REGRET WATCHING THE ALEJANDRO MUSIC VIDEO. Like, it was too Anti-Christ-ish :( Like dude.. HELLO.. Why would you let guys touch you everywhere with a rosary beside you? :| Why wear a nun's dress in red with a cross upside down :( AND LASTLY, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU EAT A ROSARY? :|

I will not recommend kids to watch it, or even the highly religious. It's bizarre to the highest extent.. :| So, I'll stick to Katy Perry. Let the fruits prevail! Hahaha! =)))

Anyways, I had the sweetest Formspring submissions last night! :D Hahaha! I love you people :-j It made my day, seriously. After waiting for him to go online last night, but he didn't because he had a deep slumber for 12 hours @-) Hahaha! But you guys kept me entertained until I got the nerve to leave the computer :)

I slept at 5:30am last night and got up at exactly 11:11am :-j I'm not planning to take a nap so I will be able to sleep early tonight. Bahahahahaha. It's payback time, he made me wait.. Then I'll make him wait this time >:) Hahaha! Kidding >:D<

So uhm.. Hahaha! That's about it. :) Oh, I'm going to wear civilian clothes on my first day :( And since I'm a MANGO babe forever (I love their tanks so much! I am close to getting every color possible.. Hahaha!!) I'm going to wear a tank top with a black cardigan :D Yay, I love MNG ♥ And chucks. :-j So people from UST that lurks around in my blog.. Introduce yourself. Hahaha! Feeling =)) Kidding :D

Have a nice rainy day, people :D

If this isn't love, tell me what it is :)

2010-06-08T15:01:00.002+08:00

Last night was the weirdest night ever! I still feel bummed that Ateneo HS started their classes early.. :( Time doesn't permit us to talk for a long time..

Well anyway.. I was asked a lot of times if I was inlove. Hahaha! I had bad grammar last night and I was so flushed and I was red all night. Hahahaha! Proof?

Red face. Hahaha! =)) Say hi to my plaid cap from H&M :) I love it so much it's one of my current favorite caps. It could be a beanie or a beret \m/ I look like a happy dog :(

So anyway, I've been single for 3 years.. I have this thing for dumping guys. (I'm not mean! They're just not deserving.. Hahaha!) and I like taking men seriously. \m/ So don't tell me that girls who believe in legit love and who makes guys wait for a long time doesn't exist anymore.. BECAUSE I STILL DO :D:D

Another thing, I want 3 more piercings.. I am aiming for 3 piercings in each ear and one on my belly :|

Stop telling me it doesn't look good on chicks to have multiple piercings.. It looks good on me! Hahaha =)) Yes, that's real. =P I have this rebellious side too. \m/ And I guess that side is very much dominant.. But it doesn't suit my baby face (HAHAHAHAHA! FEELING.)

I'm going off to prepare for my mom's dinner party tonight. Have a good day people. ♥

Old school :)

2010-06-07T09:42:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been listening to old songs.. They speak more to me than nonsense modern beats. Hahaha! It started when I visited Erin Macnamara's blog... Hahaha! (Thank me for this, I'm plugging you. HAHAHA! Kidding. :-*) So, I visited her blog and M2M beats started playing.. Then I downloaded every M2M song familiar, then the craze started. Hahaha! =)) So currently, I'm listening to some M2M songs :)

In a few days I will be in college, OH NO :( I hella hella miss my highschool classmates :( But I'm used to transferring schools, so coping up isn't much of a problem. But then, they started tagging me in photos and it makes me miss them even more :(

So, I will be sharing some here :)

I have the cutest poses ever. Hahahaha! =)) [Sarah.Frederica.Paul]

I found so much love and friendship with these people :( I love you Divas :-* [Patricia.Frederica.Jazmine.Bernadine.Sarah.Janica]

Classmates during the graduation ball :)

Okay honestly, I'm teary eyed while posting everything + background song (Pretty Boy by M2M) Hahaha! =)) I'll be posting more soon :) I miss everyyyone :(

I have 2 friends moving to Canada this week :| One leaving today, Lucille I will miss you so much! :(

Jamila.Lucille.Frederica :] 2nd year =))

Till we meet again :) Call me when you get back, I loooove you so much Nikki >:D< :-* Bon Voyage! :)

Anyway, I'm munching on Cupcakes by Sonja :) Lalalala. I'm in heaven :) It was my mom's surprise party at Highstreet last night.. But I wasn't able to come so they got me cupcaaakes \:D/ Stupid allergies :(

I'm going to get my laptop fixed this week (WELL FINALLY!!).. If it has no hope, I'm going to force my parents to get me a Macbook. Hahahaha! Joke =)) But seriously, I will try to propose that one ;) :>

Tomorrow is my mom's 40th @-) I have an old mom :|=)) Hahahaha!

Have a good day people.x

I was online for only 3 hours last night..

2010-06-05T08:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was such a lazy day.. Personally, the cold gives me a sluggish feeling so I basically stayed in my bed for hours.. Heehee.

Earlier today, I checked my Formspring to answer some submissions and I was shocked to see 9 queries on my inbox. Hahaha! :) I read every submission and answered each as elaborately as possible. :p I just love answering queries on Formspring. I'm getting the most bizarre questions such as " What part of the body is a nape? " and false accusations such as " I saw you smoking last night at gjsdfgkdfgdjf with sdgjsdkgjsdkgd ".. Formspring is my entertainment :) So if you wanna entertain me, type in your question in the widget I put up in my sidebar :)

To my surprise, I have 2945 answered questions on Formspring :-j Officially, I could call myself a NO LIFE-R :(( =))

Anyway, I'm checking out online shops online.. No, not Multiply and Facebook shops. Shops from US. I find shops here in MNL really lame :| Seriously, it's like they dump the lame stuff in our country and the good ones remain in other countries :( Hence, I shop online. :-" I know it will take me forever to get my purchases delivered.. But it's worth the wait.

Now I have to borrow my mom's credit card to pay for my purchases. Hahaha! Bow.

Have a good day people :-* x

Ice on my right foot..

2010-06-03T18:31:00.008+08:00

Hola amigos! Como estas? :) Hoho. How's the cold weather treating everyone? :> I think it's great! It gives me goodnight sleep and gives me reasons to keep my tanktops.. Hahaha! =))

I have this obsession with Mango tanks. Believe me, I'm trying to buy every color available =)) I obviously buy everything I see even though they're not necessary.. I'M A SHOPPAHOLIC! I can totally relate to Rebecca Bloomwood of Confessions of a shoppaholic..

thank you Google for the photo

Everyone in Facebook seem to notice that I'm addicted to shopping.. This pick-a-friend application could testify.. My wall is filled with...

Okay fine!! I need rehab. Hahaha =)) But I'm on a shopping hiatus right now. Wanna know why? MY RIGHT PINKY TOE IS BLEEDING LIKE HELL =(( It hurts really. I accidentally kicked my bed a few hours back and now it's bleeding :( I cannot walk fast, hence, no shopping for me :(

..still I am afraid of UST floods. Bow.

Have a happy week everyone. x

Schoolshoes!! ♥

2010-06-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

This one is hella cuuute!! ♥ Sorry for the extra foot, hihi ;) But this shoe made me drool for months and now, I HAVE IT !!

Anywaaay, went shopping again today. Bought these shoes and Burts Bees lipbalm. LALALA.

I'm too lazy to blog.. I slept the entire daaay before shopping so ...

I have a lot of Facebook requests on my PRIVATE account. Like seriously? I made a public account and yet everyone is adding up my private account :( Please guys.. Don't make it hard for me to decline! :|

I'm planning to get the UST simcard. Hoho. My school is so cool B-) Pfft.

2 weeks until hell starts.. :p I'm excited!! ♥ Are you guys ready for school? Hahaha!

x ;)

I'm not the type of person who blogs...

2010-06-01T06:54:00.002+08:00

..But I do. For some reason, it's the only thing that keeps me away from my vices. Yes, I'm the type of girl who crashes open parties, the DRUNK ASS type.. The list goes on. As I read on blog after blog, I have never seen anyone like me..

None of my "party" friends know about this one :-j This would be quite a shock for them that I have a certain love for writing. (Although I must admit, I told them I'm good with essays, nothing more)

That's one thing I wanted to change about other people's perspective on people who likes to party, get drunk and have our own taste of fun.. I mean seriously, everyone thinks we're bitches, whores and everything that falls on that category. So what if I party with people who got kicked out of their schools? It doesn't mean that I will be kicked out as well, right? And I hate false speculations that I smoke. That's just sick. Well, I AM SICK. :-j I cannot smoke, no matter how hard I try.. NO, it would kill me. I have weak lungs. That also explains why I almost fainted during the Chris Brown-Rihanna concert and one party at Bureau SNL.

This entry is quite funny. Hahaha! I hope I got to change your perception on people who likes to drink, party and smoke.. NO!! Not all of us likes sex. UGH. Hahaha =)) MYGED. Stop asking me on formspring questions about virginity and all that, please. :| It makes me feel uncomfortable and that everyone thinks I'm a bitch. HAHAHAHAHA =)))) I'm not. I am abstaining from sexual intercourse until after marriage. :P Honest confession: I DON'T HAVE MY FIRST KISS YET :"> :-" Now, go crazy. Hahaha! Jk.

So yeah, here's my new hair :) Makes me look more Selena Gomez-ish, according to friends. Hahaha! =)))

♥xx ;)

LONG DAY.

2010-05-30T12:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry I wasn't able to blog yesterday.. Or even reply to your queries on Formspring. :-" I was out the WHOLE DAY. Yes.. It was tiring and fun at the same time though :)

I have been sleeping at 4am for the past few days and I wake up at around 7-9.. It was a surprise that my mom knocked on my door yesterday at 9am.. Then we left after which...

We went to random malls in the morning.. Rockwell, Glorietta, Greenbelt, SM.. HAHAHAHA! The life in Makati :| I was feeling restless all day. My mom made me walk far distances :(

Then we went to my cousin's place.. Omegle-d then played with the webcam \m/ Hahaha!

We went to Corinthians.. around around then Eastwood for dinner. =))

I had fun watching my siblings scream on the bungee jump thing-o.. in my pambahay attire. HAHAHAHA! I'm so cute :"> Jk.

And yeah! I had a haircut!! :( =)) No more mermaid. :p

I still feel like I lack sleep, thus, the boring update. \:D/ HAHAHAHA! Have a good day, loves. x

Shopping day!! :)

2010-05-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

I bet some of you are asking (Facebook friends) why I didn't have my photo taken with Aj today. To start with, I dislike having haters on Formspring. :( I never told him about the false speculations on our friendship. So, I just waved at him today. Haha! Surprisingly, he got shocked about seeing me... Hahaha! He let out a long UYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY scream and pointed at me then waved. And I bet if my hater was there, she would start another shit about us..

Well anyway, I saw my good frenemy Chris Gutierrez, atleast =)) Thank you for quarreling with me. HAHAHAHA! And lifting me :| I know, I'm small :( Don't rub it in HAHAHA! He's 6"1. :|

I had fun chitchatting with him and Dino as we wait for their ride. Dino was too busy talking on the phone while Chris, my friends and I talk about random stuff. HAHAHA! And we have new dance steps featuring Dino! (We used to do the Shakira dance, but now we're of GHETTO dances. Hahahaha! I was I had the vid. Dino, Frederica and Chris .. YO! )

I was surprised with Tita Gene's (Sam Concepcion's mom) reaction when she saw me. She definately missed me! :D:D I love you Tita. :-*

Anyway, I went shopping with my sister.. ALL EXPENSE PAID! HAHAHA! :> Bought Mango stuff, Shoes and MAC LIPSTICK of Russian Red shade! ♥

Hurrah! Hurrah! :D

That's about it.. I'm too sleepy to blog! Had 2 cups of coffee from Starbucks and 3 hours of sleep last night. BLAH. =)) And just because I like to join the TAKE A PICTURE IN STARBUCKS CRAZE....

I'm a super cool JEJEMON \m/ =)) x

When boredom strikes..

2010-05-27T14:18:00.002+08:00

..I updated my links here so that you guys can contact me and fast! :) I posted a link to my public Facebook account so if you want, you may add me up and talk to me.. (No, I'm not snob.. I leave my Facebook chat open and I reply to everyone!!)

Anyway, I'm waiting for Kara to text me. We might head to Grams Rockwell in a bit to get some drinks and after which, I might get new sheets for me room.. Well, If time permits. I'm such a busy-relaxed person! I have to help out my aunt/cousin (yes, we are confused whether we're cousins or what) for her job.. I volunteered! Hahaha! And what's nice about it is that she will pay me :-"

My job is quite laid back, if you ask me. I just have to file a few stuff while watching movies and some series. Hahahaha! I only file less than half of the time and pig out when I'm done.

I honestly think my tummy is getting big now. :( Beer Belly and Food Belly! I eat to much, I don't exercise and I sleep a lot. Fat fat fat..

Anyway, Dashboard Confessional tonight at TriNoma! Oh bummer, I wouldn't be able to watch :( I loveee them! I used to listen to them when I was in elementary.. It brings back the memories. Like, one song.. Then it makes me walk down the memory lane :( Treat me a ticket, please? :|

So, I'm going to soak myself in water.. It's so hot in MNL. Where's the rain? :( Hehehe. You guys have a great day. x

The Last Song.. A review? :)

2010-05-27T12:04:00.003+08:00

credits to YAHOO!

I have seen this movie on its premiere. I got tickets from TotalGirl then I went to watch with Mico. Uhm, looking at the poster.. I thought it was another love story. But I was wrong. It tackles about family, love and rebellion.

Personally, I liked the movie. The one who played the dad and the brother did really well.. Although I think Miley and Liam.. Uhm.. They did OKAY. Just OKAY...

Now, I wasn't given the chance to read the book before watching the movie. Hence, I have no basis on comparison.. The movie made me cry like legit! The story was touching and really heartfelt.

I would've released tears like a faucet if Mico didn't talk to me the whole movie. HAHAHA! No, I'm not blaming her. I just don't want her to see me cry. =)) :-j Lame, lame, lame excuse.

Nicholas Sparks make the best novels ever. EVER!! I love The Notebook so much and I did cry like LEGIT. I have yet to see Dear John, though (Hello Torrentz!!).

This movie didn't disappoint me, except for Miley and Liam's acting. HAHAHAHA! =))

I don't want to be a spoiler. So, I won't be elaborating.. See it for yourself and tell me about it ;)

Much love. x

My hot choco in the morning :)

2010-05-27T10:44:00.003+08:00

One thing that I love about breakfast is drinking hot chocolate. :) Well, kinda random. Hahaha!

Anyway, the season finale of American Idol just ended a few minutes back. I actually got up late.. Hahaha! But anyway, the tension in my place started when Ryan Seacrest gathered the who finalists, Lee DeWyze and Crystal Bowersox. My whole household is for Crystal.. She's a really deserving woman and she literally kicked Lee's ass for the past week. But I guess Lee has enough charm to woo the Americans.. So he won.

credits to Google for this photo. Rock on, Google! \m/

Anyway, I am still waiting for Candy correspondents results. I attended the April 28 go-see and I have been waiting for results ever since. I am really ecstatic considering I showed my thickest face to the panel and I did crazy stuff just to impress them. Hahaha! But I guess if I don't make it, I had a lot of fun and made a lot of friends. :) And better yet, I'll be waiting for more go-sees for me to apply to :)

And oh! Over the summer, I had my room renovated.. FINALLY. But its not yet done. :( Sadly, my mom got so busy to contact the carpenters and shizz. So I'm dealing with my 75% done room. It looks nice though.. We still have to buy a new AC unit, A new tv and all that stuff. Pfft.

..And what great way to start the day? Listen to lound music. \m/ I am currently listening some Cobra Starship.. I love Gabe Saporta like legit. \m/ HAHAHAHA!♥

Okay. That was just random.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR JUSTIN BIEBER TO VISIT MNL!! I honestly love this cuuute boy. :"> He's my summer loooove ♥!

credits go to WeHeartIt! ♥

I actually told my mom I'll marry him :)) So, I will marry him... :D:D:D

Okay, enough. HAHAHAHAHA! This blog post is really random. =P

Have a good day ahead. xx

It's been a long time!!

2010-05-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Why hello blogger people! :) I have been on hiatus for a reaaaaallyyy loooooong time! Well, for some reason I became too lazy to blog and all that. I had registered to a lot of sites which made me really busy and limited my time to fix each as to my preference. Hence, I had no time to blog at all.

I was thinking of shutting this one down for the longest time though. Thinking I have my Tumblr to keep people updated with my life.. But Tumblr isn't suffice for my personal blogging.. So, I have thought of putting up my blogger back (Yay!) But if you feel like checking photos that I post out of sheer interest and inspiration, please take time to check my Tumblr

I will be entering college in a few weeks. I'm quite excited and skittish as well. A few minutes back, I searched for blockmates online. And thank God, I found a few.. Like 3 people. Hahaha! Not bad? So yeah, if someone is reading this one and you will be studying in UST with the block of 1CA2, well be my guest. HELLO BLOCKMATE :) Heehee.

Still, I have yet to buy my shoes, bag and stuff. I have found a few pairs of shoes though.. But I still can't decide whether to buy one that have little heels or the other one that is of two inches :) As for my schoolbag, I will be buying Roxy online. Yes, from the US. Hahaha! Blame Roxy PH for being suckish =P~ Pfft. And I have decided to buy a Hello Kitty binder. Kid in me.

Anyway, my summer.. Well.. Isn't the best summer ever. =(( I want to go to Punta Fuego!! I miss that place so much. :( And I wanna Ice Skate yet again. But my mom, being practical and KJ and all, doesn't want me to :( She keeps on blabbering that Mall Of Asia is really far from my place and shit. DAMN. Mom! Fuck the distance! Skating had been my life for a lot of years!! And that stupid distance will just get into my way :( So, this is the worst summer ever! Believe me, no workshop.. No Fuego.. No Bora with friends.. No beach.. No Skating..

The only thing I enjoyed about this summer is that I could shop everyday. I cashed my graduation gift out. So I have loads of cash. $_$ Hehehehehe. This is the life yo. I was supposed to get myself a BlackBerry but then I had doubts. Personal reasons, yeah. But no regrets. Atleast I got a chance to update my closet. \m/

I'll be updating this more often, I SWEAR TO THE HEAVENS! Hahaha!!

And oh, for everyone's information.. I left a Formspring widget up somewhere in this page :) You may bombard me with anything that you wanna ask. Let me feed your curiosity :) xx

DJ AM and random stuff.

2009-08-29T08:23:00.005+08:00

I will be having Chicken dogs for breakfast in a few. But I decided to blog first because I have to make it up to my regular readers.. I think? Haha! I find my life boring so why would people bother :D Hahaha. Nuff drama @-)

Anyways, look what I found on Bestfriend`s Facebook! :D
As much as I wanted to stay away from these boys, I couldn`t. :( I miss them so much! Especially Sampaloc, Bestfriend and Pareng Tangkad. Too bad Enchy couldn`t come. I think he`s sick but I hope to see him again soon :D I miss bonding with these boys. I mean, sure they maybe stars but there`s more to that. We have built a bond during the span of time we all were together during the summer :D So, obviously I might come and support them. :> Hahaha! =))

Moreover, I found myself waking up with three different songs as my alarm tone. Then I realized, yeah.. I have 3 cellphones. :O Hahaha! =)) I was supposed to buy the phone that I wanted today but mommy left early for her medical job interview yadda yadda. Whatever that is. :P So I might go on Monday or on whatever day. =P

I`m too random. I can feel. I just say that whatever that pops into my mind :D Hahaha!

My camera doesn`t have hope anymore. I can`t have it fixed :( It would cost me 21,000 php or more :( ASDFGHJK! I love that camera so much. :( But I guess I have to buy a new one :( WAAAH. No way. :(

I stumbled on Perez Hilton`s site just a few minutes ago. I found out that Dj Am is now desceased :( He was engaged with Nicole Richie. WAS. And he apparently and miraculously escaped a fatal plane crash. He was said to die because of drug overdose because of the drug paraphernalia that was found in his apartment in New York city. To add to that, he was said to be suffering from depression these past few days. :(

That`s just sad but that`s how the way life goes. :( Rest in peace Dj Am. :( I will miss your twitter updates :(

My September.

2009-08-27T18:47:00.003+08:00

Look at the photos above :> Hahaha! =)) Really nice right? And yes, this month.. I`ll be getting them. HAHAHAHA! >:) I really love the month of September ;) The best! :"> Every year, my Septembers are the best. Ofcourse December and February are good too. But unlike September, the whole month rocks! :D Maybe I should elaborate ..

I get a lot of money during September. Hahaha! Love it :D And this September, I`m getting everything I want =P First up, DCs :-bd I`m getting it within September :) Oh yeah :-bd I really love shoes. I`m addicted @-) I always wanted a pair of these gorgeous expensive shoes and now they`ll cradle my feet O:) HEAVEN! :> Next would be a shopping spree on Saturday :) I`ll buy a Maldita top and will go to Greenhills to buy shorts and yaddah yaddah :-bd And ofcourse, THE PHONE :D Lol. Greenhills =))

Now, less with the material things now. I was reading a Christian Magazine in class a while ago. I stumbled on an article about Core Gifts. So, what are core gifts? These are gifts that we have to nurture.. and discover. =P I could elaborate it because I was even able to make an essay about it during Christian Living class. It`s like Manny Pacquiao`s very very powerful punch. It`s unique, in someway :D Anyways, my core gift is truly dancing. You know why? WE WILL COMPETE FOR CRISSA JEANS THIS YEAR! Oh yay! =)) Our training would start next Thursday and our Eliminations will be on October first :-bd I`ll post details next time :D

Will watch Jabbawockeez on September 4th! \:D/ And will have a Cheese burger eating contest with one of my former crushes on the same day :)=)) HAHAHA! :>

So yeah, I find September very very very interesting :D Love it =))

Finally.

2009-08-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

I have a new layout but I haven`t updated yet for quite sometime. I`m sorry friends! :( I`ve been very busy lately but I still find time for updating.. a bit =P So atleast today I have squeezed time for update :-bd Yehey! :> Hoho. :) I just hope I get attention with this. @-) Hahaha. Attention seeker much :P

NCAE a while ago. I finished an hour and 30 minutes before the time. :-bd I slept for 45 minutes until Mico waked me up just to tell me that I have to write my name on the scratch paper too. 8-| After which, I tried to sleep again but I can`t anymore :(

I`m so happy about my phone right now. I`m starting to appreciate my Motorola V8 because of the free internet :-bd Hahaha! =)) Really nice :> I`ve been online 24/7 because of it @-) Hyper much :> I just have no life. :|=)) But any, people following me on Twitter is updated on what`s up with me :D Actually, I update every little thing I do everyday so you should follow me to be update or if you just wanna chat :) Though, I don`t let strangers follow me so if you would like not to be rejected, leave a message on my chatbox with your Twitter ID :>

Candy fair! Drawing near now :) September 26 on Mega Tent :D :-bd Let me know if you`re coming so we could like, meet up :) Aryt? :D Ofcourse I`m there to support my Bestfriend :D Hahaha! =)) And my tall man :">

Sorry I`m being to random. I don`t have a specific topic. :) I want to share a loooooot of things that`s been happening to me lately 8-> For sure tomorrow I`ll blabber about our dance test tomorrow for MAD :( OH MY GOLLY GOLLY GOSH. :| I`m actually very very very anxious about it. :| GAHH. :|

That`s about it :> Kaaaye bye :-h

Justin ! <3

2009-08-16T11:27:00.002+08:00

I`ve been watching this little guy ever since on YouTube! =)) He`s so amazing 8-> I would like you people to petition him to MANILA! :"> I haaaave to Marrrry hiiiim! =)) :">:">

View all Quezon City events on Eventful

Come on! :(( Haha. He`s so cute like.. UGH! :> See me drool? Hahaha :>

Sorry if I hadn`t been updating for quite sometime now. I`ve been studying :) For periodical tests and college entrance tests 8-| I need hiatus! =(( I`m flushed. :| Keep in touch with me guys. :> ILY ALL >:D<>

HOTDOG =))

2009-07-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

So I`m still stuck on pondering if I should go to school tomorrow or fly off to UST to pass my form (to avoid a pool of people) =P Should I.. Should I? :| We have our CAT duty tomorrow and 3 experiments for Physics. :| So.. I`m stuck. I`ll think about it later. :P

My iho friends are so unlucky. =)) Ateneo and Xavier has classes on SONA =)) Jan is complaining :)) Please, Start reading from the bottom part. =P
There`s more to that =)) I was too bored to copy them all. ;)) Hello Jan. :-h Hahaha! =)) Poor Xavier kids =P I`m waiting for Ateneans to react :) Oh well. :P

It`s kinda late and I would come to school. :-bd Hahaha. :)) I`m a good person. PERFECT ATTENDANCE! :P

Oh, I got an audience for English class. =D> Everyone clapped for me! Yay. :D I guess English is really my forte :-bd But as for my Physics, I had a mishap. :( Our vice president thought that my mom is being called by my Physics teacher. Good thing! She admitted her mistake that she called for me instead of my other classmate, Bernadine. :) I was acting all crazy shouting like "How the hell could I get a delibiration letter from Mr.Sindayen?! That is so impossible!" I was ACTUALLY freaking out. :| But yeah, Mishap happens. Goodthing. WHEW. I had the thing off my chest when Patricia admitted her mistake :D

I`m currently listening to FREEZE :D I miss Trumpets :( I miss my co-playshoppers. :( I had the time of my life last summer. :| THE BEST! :( I can`t wait for next summer! =P See you SDT-C 09 :D Every cent that was spent for a 12 sessioned dance class was all worth it :D I made a lot of friends ;) I keep intouch with some of them through Facebook or through Cellphone ;D

I swear, my teeth hurts so bad! :( Wisdom, wisdom. =(( A tooth is being squished by two more teeth and it hurts really bad. =(( I can feel its root! =(( I couldn`t have it braced just yet. I have to wait for my wisdoms to come FULLY out. =(( WHAAAATEVER =(( I can still stand the pain but I`m like crying already. :( BV. :((

So yeah, I should be going to bed now. =P But I`ll eat apples first! :D=)) Ciao people :* >:D<

LETTER ETS :D

2009-07-20T17:49:00.002+08:00

About the title, uhhh. :) We had our Stanford Test a while ago and it was hella boring. To add to that, our proctor was a bit.. UH. Let me tell you, he like pronounces H as ETS. There`s this part where in you have to listen to the story being read by the proctor and we we`re like, WHAAAAT?! So we expect that we would fail the Listening skills part. :| Thanks.. YOU DUDE. :|=))

That was just mean. But yeah, It was quite.. UGH. :| We dislike him anyway. There`s this part where he could not stop talking! We could not focus on what we were reading. :| OH MAN.

Moving on, College for me is drawing neaar. @-) I`m quite stressed. I asked my mom to get my Ateneo, De La Salle, Miriam and St.Scholastica forms :P I got the UST form myself :) I`m such a nice child :"> Hahaha! =)) I didn`t take review classes. But I`m not pressured. \:D/ That`s cool but yeah, let`s hope for the best, ayt? :-bd

AHHHHH. I don`t want to leave high school yet. This is pretty OA but yeah, I would miss high school.. BIGTIME. :(

Hayden Kho was at our school last Saturday :"> He`s hot okay =)) Hahahaha. I guess I should stop. :)) Hahaha! :P

I`m craving for Mcdo`s Twister Fries and Coke Float combo. I mean, that`s my favorite combo since 6th grade! :D Good thing they have them back. WEEEE \:D/ Happiness fill my heart since then. :> I hope they don`t pull those curly fries out again and I would wait for 5 years or so for them to be back. :( :))

I`m being too random. :)))))) I`ll be random some other day :) I`m kinda busy these past few weeks. :( Toxic. :| I need Hiatus! =))

Ciao. ;)

Boy you got a keeper but you didn`t know how to treat her.z

2009-07-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

I so love Silly Boy ! :) It`s actually true about some, okay, most guys. :)) Hahaha! =P Sorry. But yeah, the song is da bomb ! :D I heared that the song is about Chris Brown. @-) The lyrics was.. Yeah. CBish ;;) Hahaha! :P

I`m so stressed :( We will be holding auditions for MAD (Marian Active Dancers) on Thursday. That would be veryyy streeeessful. :( Doughnut party is on thursday as well :P :> So yeah, MAD is accepting new members :) From 3rd to 4th year :> So if you like dancing, and you`re from St.Mary`s College QC, then try out :) You`ll have so much fun. :)

Buuuuutt!!!! The thing is, we won`t be joining Skechers anymore :( This is our heartache this year. We`ve been losing the contest for 2 years straight and our coach said, if we join this year and lose again.. We might lose respect. :( I hate to agree but I really think that Marians are competitive and proud in campus. But we get small and scared during interschool competitions :( It`s a bit bitter and yet sober.. But yeah, I want to disagree but I can`t hide the fact that it is oh so true :( But I really wish that we would compete this year for Skechers. :( It`s one of the biggest event for us dancers and every one would work hard for the title of CHAMPION. :|

I wish Mrs.Ng would change her mind and let us join ! :D :)) Woohoo! :> And the sisters should support us as well as the other students :D

The Man in the Mirror

2009-06-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

I know that everyone was sad about the news that Jacko died. :| Even I was very very very very shocked and sad. :( I was like "Omg why? Why now?". No exaggerations. :| I mean, in a few weeks or so, he`ll be touring the world. :( I was excited to see him in Manila. Everyone is. But yeah, we really can`t tell when our time is up. We just have to be always ready for it. :|

So anyway, I was watching MYX early in the morning. There`s this tribute for MJ for like 24 hours. They`ll play his songs and give trivias about the Late Michael Jackson. So okay. I was singing along. I was even dancing while my yaya was cleaning up. Then there`s this trivia given about him. Jacko had a glamorous yet sad life. At night, he walks alone to look for someone to talk to but ends up going home even more sad. Proves the elder people right. Money, fame and fortune isn`t everything. Rich people get sad too. Well, as for Jacko`s situation, he`s sadder than sad. He did experience a wonderful and colorful childhood. :| And I guess that`s just the saddest thing on earth. :(

Honestly, thinking about it just made me a bit sober. Even until now, a few tears start to form in my eyes. The thought that he`s gone too soon.. And the fact that he`s such a lonely man. :( But yeah, he`s now in a better place. Better than his own Neverland :) May he rest in peace :* :> Much love from me. :>

Okay so I`m making my own rendition of Andi Manzano`s Beautiful Ride :) I wanted to win the Macbook so bad. :( Hahaha! I`m not much of a singer but I might as well try. I wont lose anything in trying. But I MIGHT get a Macbook if I do try. Hahaha! Macbook and 30,000 php is like.. WHOAH! :D So yeah, I`ll try my luck. :> Cross fingers. I hope that I have a few singing skills courtesy of my dad :)) Hahaha! :D Oh yeah, I believe my dad made an album with Star Records :) I just don`t know when it will be out but i`ll keep you guys posted :D So there :) Hahahaha! Loves mucho :*

Oh hey, rate my blog ! :D Please do. Let me know. :) I`ll rate you back :* And so that I can thank you properly :) :> Yay! :D Link is on the right part of this page :) You wouldn`t miss it :>

I just got my July Candy ish today :) I`ll read it in a few :D Bestfriend Aj is there ! Hahaha. I miss that dude. :P But they`re currently not in the country so I`m looking forward on seeing them when they get home :) Guys, If you`re reading.. I MISS YOU! :D :P

So yeah Long blog? Not really :D Hahaha! :> Classes are back tomorrow. Thermoscanner! D: Hahaha :> I`ll tell you about it maybe tomorrow :D Woohoo! :D

Five day weekend. Good or Bad?

2009-06-25T08:58:00.002+08:00

I have a very very long weekend ahead of me. :| They`re disinfecting our campus because there are 2 rumored cases of A(H1N1) in our batch. It`s just a rumor but we MUST be careful.

Anyways, long weekend. I don`t really like being idle and useless for a long time. So, I`ll try to make something out of the weekend. I`m quite addicted to Twitter. So that keeps me busy the whole time. I downloaded TweetDeck and use Upd8t. Hahahaha! I waste load for twitter. :) It`s my new Y!M actually. So, follow me on Twitter if you wanna talk to me, okay. :)

In addition to the long weekend news, I`m SICK. :(( Tsk tsk. :P

Ohmygad.

2009-06-22T18:50:00.002+08:00

Okay with the title. I have nothing in mind for a good and catchy title. :) So I guess you just have to deal with it. :>

I can`t understand why people chase people when they get lost or when they try to get out of their lives. Messy. :( I guess you don`t get it. But yeah, try to understand. :| The situation is as confusing as the statement. I dunno. It`s quite awkward and confusing. Though, I`ll deal with it anyway. :|

Somehow, my body feels abused and tired lately. I only get a few hours of sleep for two weeks now. Thinking of things that I can`t understand. Seriously, I don`t even have a clue on what I`m thinking for the past few days. It`s quite absurd. I try to sleep but no matter how hard I pursue, no, I still find myself staring on the ceiling. :(

I must admit. I have a heavy feeling. School work and the other personal things. I haven`t experienced this much stress since forever. :( But maybe this is part of growing up. :> Mayyybee? :) I don`t like the feeling, but I can cope up with it for sure. :) I know I can do it. I know I can surpass these. :) God has been giving me problems because he knows that I`m strong. :-bd Yay! :>

But still.. I`m trying my very best to know the root of this and like, do something about it. :)

Okay. When I was young, I was very dependent. Maybe this is a wake up call that I should grow up and like, mature. :) Well, If it is.. ThankYou Lord. :> I`m trying my very best to become independent and mature. :) I had enough of the Child-like acts anyway. But still, it`s fun to act Childish, but not to act Child-like. :P I still wont give up the little girl in me. But in some aspects, I have to grow up. :D

ThankYou God. And thankyou to everyone who helped me out to mature and seek the independent me. :) I love you guys. Forever. >:D<

New Keyboard, back to business.

2009-06-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

I haven`t been on for quite sometime now. My keyboard broke down and I use Onscreen keyboard for like, 2 weeks or so and it`s pretty sad and hard to use so I was not in the mood to do some blogging. :) Sorry about that.

So anyways, I feel so weak lately. Baaah. :| I have no idea why and I usually stare no where and like, don`t care about what`s happening. :| I`m quite confused. Though, let`s leave it that. I`ll just try to figure out what I have in mind or what my problem is. Phew. ^:)^

I went to Zambales last week, before school started. :> FINALLY! Sand on my toes. Though, I didn`t swim because I wasn`t in the mood to do so. :> But I love the sandy feeling that is between my toes.. Ahh the life. :D

School started last Monday. I don`t really like my section although it will do. :| But I miss Mapamaraan so much that whenever I see my old classmates, I would shout their name and rush to hug them. Weird? Yes, I know. :| Especially my girlfriends. :( They`re the best I swear! Though we do a little bit of bonding but it isn`t enough to remain the closeness. :( It`s quite hard but I wish that we would still remain as close as before. >:D< I love you girls. :D

I can`t wait for tomorrow! Yay! I`ll be bonding with my Mapamaraan bestfriends Jumera and Abi. :) It`s Abi`s birthday today and we`ll pig out tomorrow. Yay! :D

I went to lunch with Abi a while ago and I miss her so much! Especially when we do the imitation of Conyo people. :)) Abi is the person where you can share a lot of things to. She`s all about them boys and them jokes that are corny but will make you laugh so hard. It was just so sad that Jumera wasn`t able to join us for lunch. If she did, that would absolutely we a laugh trip moment for us. Jumera is the one who has a weird and like, uhhh.. laugh. :)) It`s actually funny and you can hear it even if you`re super duper far. :)) And tomorrow, we`ll be all together. :* Yahoo! \:D/

I`m quite happy about LA Lakers winning. :) Yay! \:D/ Superb. I love Kobe. :D I love basketball. And I love the color purple. =))))))) Hahaha! :D

I joined Candy Blog Awards for the nth time. :)) Hahaha! :D :-bd

UGH! I`m cramming again! UP forms should be passed on the 23rd and I, still.. MY FORM IS BLANK! :| I should do this like now. :(

College is drawing near. Oh lord please not now. :(

Serious blogging.

2009-06-04T18:57:00.002+08:00

I had to post another blog post. :) I think that it wouldn`t be appropriate to conjoin it with the one I posted earlier. So.. I`m going to speak out. This blog post should be serious, But that would be too boring so I would let the words come out naturally. :)

First, The Con-Ass issue here in the Philippines. Who agrees with this one, doesn`t care about anyone. =P The fact of the matter is that the administration have to change ASAP. The Arroyo administration isn`t working out well for the Filipino people. I think that she doesn`t care about anyone, but herself. Aye? She wants to extend her term. Even everyone doesn`t want her to do so. If I am Mrs. Arroyo, I would not continue this Con-Ass thing. If the Filipino people doesn`t want this thing to happen, Then the President SHOULD follow. I believe that Presidents should be there to listen to the people inside their juris diction and probably to have arrangements and/or compromise with the Filipino people. Where in now, I can see that the people and the President aren`t agreeing on one thing. If so, Mrs.Arroyo shouldn`t push through this plan.

Second, A(H1N1) case. This is very very very scary. :| I`m quite scared about this. Especially about the case at La Salle. Considering I have a lot of friends there and I`m a bit cautious. =)) Peace friends :D I love you and all.

Last, The Hayden Kho scandals. I`m young and aware. =P To start off, I don`t think that this thing shouldn`t be talked about for too long. Kids get sexual education from the wrong source. There are a lot of scandals present but why is this one being talked about for weeks and weeks? I actually know why. The people who are surronding the people involved are making the matter worse. They can`t control their mouths. :| Irritating.

Okay I do this seldomly. =P I think people don`t care what I think. But hey, you`re in my site so you better deal with it. :) Thankyou for wasting your time reading on though. :D I appreciate your time. :> So top it all off, comment up. :D Yaay! =))

Two years! :)

2009-06-04T18:23:00.007+08:00

I almost forgot that my blog celebrated it`s 2nd birthday last May 30! :) Happy birthday to my blog. :D I wanted to move out but I can`t. :| This blog has been my home for two years and I have stored everything that is precious to my in my humble site. :> Here, I have learned to make my life an open book. I have started to comfortably share a piece of my everyday life and I have learned to enhance my writing skills. :D I am actually so ecstatic on reading my past entries and see how my life transformed. :D And honestly, I wanted to keep this blog up until I can. :> And so, expect more. :) Hahahaha! =))

Recital is done! :( I`m so sad about it. I`m going to miss Streetdance Teens C. I won`t be seeing them for 9 months! :( And there is a rumor that there won`t be Trumpets next year! :( They`ll be closing! :( Awwwww.. I`ll miss them people for sure. :|=((

Here are some pictures of our recital. :) I`m the one wearing a black cap and red shorts. :D

As for the video, I`m waiting for my classmates to upload. :) I forgot my camera backstage so I was not able to ask my mom to take a video. :|:D Thankyou Reia Cabial for the photos. :>

I`m going to miss SDT-C 09 biigtime! :( And ofcourse my Trumpets buddies from SDT-B. I hope to see you guys soon! Really soon! :) We`ve been planning on an EK trip or StarCity. Whatever. I just want to see my Trumpets buddies! :)
Here are some of my Playshop buddies. :) Dasul, Reia, Kat, Jan, Daryl and Me. :D

Some of my classmates! :) Jas, Pauline, Alex, Ela, Jercyl, Rose, Jeska, Me, Kat. And Below.. Diane and Stephen. :D

Usual Classmate Buddies. Jeska, Me, Kat and Gen. :D

I`m obviously going to miss them baad! :( It was just so sad that the others and I had to bond for the last minute. :( I`ll miss you, Ten See. >:D< Forever and Always. :D

After a lot of daaaays. :|

2009-05-25T15:08:00.003+08:00

Finally I was able to blog again. :-) I only have 2-3 hours of computer a day for the past few days and I have to do a lot of important things than to blog. Well since today, I`m back.. I`m gonna blog out. :>

For the past few days, I was on High mode. :D Hahaha! =)) I`ve been so hyper that I`m forcing people to say that I`m hott. @-) Hahaha. Maybe I`ve been missing the night life so much. :-( I haven`t been out for quite sometime now. :-/ My nightlife buddies left me alone here in the Philippines. :)) They all went to other countries. Most of them are still on vacay until the last minute. Urgh.

Speaking of this vacay, though I`m having a blast during Tuesdays and Thursdays because of my workshop.. I still haven`t been to the beach. I want sand between my toes! :-(

Summer workshop will end in a few days time. 28th to be exact. :-( And I`m pretty bummed about it. :(( Oh well. I might be posting videos, photos of our last performance. :-( Most likely, I`ll be going back to Trumpets next year. Hurray! >:D<

Enrollment, UGH! :-( I can`t seem to find my old card and my mom has to pass a Affidavit of loss to replace the missing card. :-| Actually, It`s a piece of paper. I find it very very prone to loss because it doesn`t look like a report card. I swear. It looks like a shopping list with numerous of digits. :-P So I won`t be enrolling until next week. This is rather sad. I`m pretty excited to get my ID photo taken, Buying a Cadet shirt and a new PE shirt. :-( Oh well..

My birthday was 3 months ago and yet, no birthday gift from my parents. Why? I`ve been eye-ing on numerous of things. Like, Today I wanted Skullcandy headphones. Then tomorrow I`d settle for DC Shoes. The next day, I wanted a pair of Limited Edition Adidas kicks... And So on. :-| My parents are pretty confused on what I really wanted. Well, Me as well! @-) Why can`t they just buy me everything. Sigh. Hahaha! Kidding. Though I really wanted to attend the Havaianas event on Rockwell. I wanted to get my mom a pair of personalized havs. Although, I have to sacrifice. :-| I will buy a pair, but for my mom, not for me. Arrggh. :-(

Okay since I`ve been very bored lately, I have started off with my Candy Council of Cool essay. I hope I pass! :D That would be really cool. That too, would be my stepping stone for the world of Multimedia and writing. :> I am quite excited and worried about the results. :-S Wish me luck then. :>

In a few days time, It would be my blog`s anniversary. 2nd anniversary. Oh god, I didn`t know that I`ve been aspiring to write and updating everyone with what`s going on with me and my random life. Cool. B-) Thank you for all the support and keeping my blog alive when I`m not available or in Hiatus. :D I love you all guys. Although, I should stop this cheesy-ness. I`ll just post a anniversary message to everyone on the 30th, okay? :D

I`ll be arranging my links after this post. I`m so sorry if I wasn`t able to do it last time. Safari was driving me nuts. :-|

Do you still see me reach for you? :-)

2009-05-01T18:43:00.002+08:00

Ahoy friends! :-) I haven`t been updating my blog for quite sometime now. :-D So I`ll start off. :>

I`ve been wanting to update it since last week. Although I always end up getting lazy to do so. :-) Aww. Sorry. I know, I haven`t replied on your messages on my shout out box but I`ll do so after this one, okay? :-)

I`ve been feeling a little sentimental lately. Maybe because of the weather. ;-) It`s kind of gloomy now a days. So I`m always upstairs in my room playing D`sound songs. :-) Aren`t they amazing? :> Especially "I remember these moments". :-D Although I`m having a hard time looking for the MP3 version on Limewire (Stupid Torrents. Hah! Kidding.)

Speaking of the weather.. Rainy days makes me wanna eat cup noodles. Like now, I`m munching on Beef noodles infront of my computer. :-) I hope my mom wouldn`t know about this. =)) They`re out on Bonifacio HighStreet tonight. ;> As for me, I stayed here to unwind and catch some Z`s that I missed for this past few days. (Yeah, I`ve been sleeping at 3am and would wake up at 9pm. 6 hours isn`t enough! Hahaha!) At night, I would wear a jacket and cover myself up in a very very thick blanket. :-P Considering I don`t use the air conditioning system anymore. :-P

I`m now listening to some BabyFace songs. :> Reason for Breathing. :)) Hahaha! No, I`m not heart broken. Please! Hahaha! :-) I just find this a perfect time for songs like these. :')

My dad will be flying to Boracay tomorrow. :-| I`ll stay here though. :-) Why? Nothing. Hahaha! :-D My mom will be staying here in Manila so, I`ll stay here as well. :-)

Okay. I`ll cut this one. I`ll ask you all something. :-| Have you ever hated a person so much that you wanted him/her to die? Well, I do! :-| Okay, she`s nice to me and all. But I think it`s fake. :-| She`s a loser, social climber and the list goes on. :-P No no, I`m not being plastic. I think she knows it very well that I ain`t feeling her anymore. :-P Although, She`s trying too hard to win back my trust and all. Too late, loser. It`s over! Over for you! I just pity you that`s why I`m trying to be your friend. L-) You`ve been the person who wrecked everything for me! Us! Maybe you should find your place with your co-losers. :)) Hahaha! =)) I`ll keep this short. :-P =)) And I`ll chill soo.. Toodles! =)) Fly off to the country of fakers. :)) Byeee. :-h

Okay I`m mean. :-P But yeah, She sucks bigtime! :-P :)) Hahahaha! :>

Rainy days, don`t come yet please? I haven`t been to the beach yeeet! =)))

No it don`t break even. ;-)

2009-04-21T06:43:00.003+08:00

6:44am.

I`m online. Why? I`m home alone. :| Everyone left me here. That`s sad. =(( Oh well. Hahahaha! My mom went to the hospital for her duty (My momma`s a nurse) while the rest of the people here went to Zambales. Asking me why I had to stay here? Well, workshops that is. I don`t want to miss even one session so I decided to stay right here. I`ll be leaving later for my workshops and when I get home, for sure my mommy will be here already. ;-) As for now, I`m staring at the computer screen and my sweat is dripping. :-P

It`s been a long time, (I guess) that I have updated my blog. @-) So I want to update you guys about my whatevers right now. :-/

First off, I GAVE UP ON THE GIGGERBOYS. You may think I`m stupid or what. I know, I know. The boys became dear and close to my heart especially Sam and Aj. (And even their parents became so dear to me.) But for the summer, The giggerin` must stop. :-( I had my last chance to see them last April 17 at TriNoma. It wasn`t good enough. :-( And even Aj requested that I should watch even one set for BoysTown. :-/ Everyone who reads my blog knows that I have a huuuuuuge crush on Aj. But I find it hard to fulfill this request. :-( My friends couldn`t even believe that I`m doing this. So do I. But I think it`s the right thing to do. I have personal reasons for this. Although they`re to personal to be talked about in the WorldWideWeb. And it might sound too awkward and weird. But yeah, as of the record, I`m keeping up with this abstinence. Tomorrow, there`s a set for BoysTown at Marikina and they`re persuading me to come along. :-( I needed Spiritual assistance for this. I`m starting to miss the guys since April 18, where they had this show at Glorrieta. I may not be crying about this but I was teary eyed when I bidded Aj goodbye for most likely the last time. Sam and I had joked around with our goodbyes since I`ll still be seeing him around Podium because he takes a course at Trumpets as well. :-) I`m so afraid to ask permission for tomorrow. I know they wouldn`t allow me because I said that TriNoma would be the last. THE LAST. I prayed for this actually. I prayed for answers if I should keep this up and give up what truly means to me, the friendship I had built with the boys. Or if I should continue this, After all.. One month isn`t too bad for sarifice. :-( Maybe I`m acting too weirdly but they make me happy. They make me laugh and they`re such nice people. :-) I won`t be missing them as the GiggerBoys that you see during Sundays doing tumblings and stuff on TV. I`ll be missing them as my friends. :-(

Second, I`m too bored. =)) I haven`t left the town for summer. @-) I hope I tag along on May 2nd. Bora it is baby! :-) But I hope this wouldn`t interfere with my dancing. Dancing is my number one priority right now. =D Hahaha. =)) Dancing is very exciting! ;-) I`ve been dancing for a long time already but I never felt this great. ;-) Hahaha! Draaama much. @-) Oh well. :-P

Unexplainable.

2009-04-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

I did sacrifice for the Holy week. I didn`t go online for Good Friday and Black Saturday. Aww. I`m so kind. :) Lol. =))

ThankYou to those who visited me while I was away. :) I love you all. :)) Haha. Cheesy! :D

Anyways, workshops have started last Tuesday, April 7. :) It was quite fun although we were so quiet. @-) I`m expecting us to be noisy or whatevas next meeting. :P Goodluck! :D

I`m having an unbearable feeling. :| I don`t know. It`s so hard to contain myself when you`re having a ton of things to think about. :(

First thing, I miss a lot of stuff/people/events and such. :| I miss the times I glide on ice and feel very happy. I consider ice my second home when I was still skating. And I really wish I could go back but I`m too confused on what to do. :(( I know they would allow me to go skate again but it will just break my heart if I cannot compete internationally because my dad doesn`t want me to. :( So that, signaled me to forget skating and move on. But I dropped by Megamall right after my workshops at Podium. It was so sad to see new faces doing good because I was one too. And those old ones who are very eyepopping-ly good at it. :( I`m currently watching Blades Of Glory. I love the movie so much but it makes me want to throw myself into the rink again. :((

I miss some on my old friends. :( I don`t really have the habbit of forgetting friends but it`s just so sad that some does. :(

Events in my life that made me very happy and as for now, makes me cry when I take a look at the photographs. :(

Raaawr, such sobers. :( But hey, I`m trying to start over again. I`m trying my very best to get over the skating thing and go on with the others. :D Trying to make new friends but I will never replace the old ones. Who knows, they might come back. :-" And move on with new events in my life. =))

DRAAAAMA! Sorry. :>

Blaah. @-)

2009-04-06T10:05:00.004+08:00

I smell spaghetti sauce. Yum! :") It`s my brother`s birthday today. :> Happy Birthday Brudah! :D It`s his 8th birthday. @-) Oh yay! :D He`s getting older and older. :P Our unico iho isn`t a baby anymore. But he`s very small. =)) And baby-ish. The heck. :D

Lol. Gay photo.Ahaha! :))) Kthanksbye. :-jj

I was with the GiggerBoys 2 days ago. Again. =)) Fuun! :D I had to ride a bus. :| They appreciated it though, I hope? :D Blaaah. And yes, I missed Aj so much. =)) I missed him so much that I ended up teasing. =)) Hahahaha.

Aj: Sorry, Pawis ako (Sorry, I`m sweaty.)
Me: Ay, Lagi naman e! Sana na ko! (As always! I`m used to it!)
Aj: Okay fine, Lagi na akong pawis. (Okay fine, I`m always sweaty.)

Hahaha! Don`t worry Aj, I still love you and all. @-) I love your shoes, man. I digg it. I`ll be asking you where you bought them on the 17th. :D I`ll be seeing them again. :D

Okay, 2nd photo with Aj. @-) I feel so dark when I`m with him. I dunno! I`m not dark! And I always look stupid. :|:|

I don`t really like my face there. :))))))))))))))))))) Aj. :|:| Hahahaha! =)) @-) I look dark and stupid. :| Burrrn.

I should`ve changed my layout today. But I`m too bored to back up codes so.. :|=)) Blaaah. :P Hahaha. :D

I`m currently watching 27 dresses. Really! It`s fantabulous! :DD Try watching it. :) Though I`m not yet done but I love the movie. :>

I wanna watch ASAP again. Aj please. :)) Hahahah. =)) Hi Aj. :-h BABYYYYYYYYYY! :D

`Nuff. :P

Ice ice baby. Dugudungdungdung dugudungdung. :))

2009-04-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

Likee Chiyeaaa. ;)) I`m watching Blades of Glory right nanana. :D Aww. How I miss the ice. @-) I miss ice skating. (Coaaach Benny! Convince me to go back! Please! Hahaha.) Woord. :P

I just had my nails painted. :D I`m gay, thankyou. =)) Kiddin`. They look oh-so-happy. Bouncin` right! :D I have colds. :|:))

Rawr with the nails, right? :) Sorry, Gay. :)) Hahahahah. I love the colors. :>

I`m so bored. I always sleep during the afternoons after lunch until 6pm. Hahaha. Summer`s totally a bummer. @-) Can`t wait for out of town trips. BORAA! :D Oh oh. :D

And yes, I go out once in a while to break the summer boredom. I`ll go to Alabang tomorrow to see Samuel again. :-jj And the rest. :P I miss the Giggirls! As well as the male version. Hoho. ;)) See you all tomorrow.

I was reading the dictionary a while ago. I dunno what popped into my mind and I just flapped the dictionary open and started reading. :D I learned a few words though, and lingos.=)) I wanna buy a GayLingo dictionary. Isn`t that cool? :))=)) Yeaa, funneh! ;D

I`m downloading 27 Dresses. What can you guys say about the movie? And suggest more chick flicks, please? :) I haven`t been a movie buff for a long time now. I`m late. Oh no! =))

I really can`t think straight on what to buy.. A new pair of Dunks or a Bag. @-) I have to make my mind up! :| Geez, It`s hard to choose like WHOAH. :| Help? :O

Enjoy summer, dears. :*

Just Dance. ;;)

2009-03-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

I`m in love with Lady Gaga (Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta). ;;) Yihee. :"> I get my hair done the same way as her`s. :)) Oh oh. B-) Stunnin`. :D

She does look like a living Barbie doll! ;;)

Summer`s still a bummer. @-) Blah blah. But yeah, I have plans in line for the month. B-) Hep Hep Hurray! :))

Anyway, I`m in an early search for a School Bag. :D Hahahaha. I`m not excited! Swear, I`m not. But I`m in the mood to have an early shopping. Online shopping! :D It`s fun to have an early start for something. I just find it.. Uhh.. Fun? :D

I want to feel sand under my toes. B-) But yeah, I don`t have much fun when I`m with my younger siblings so.. Blaaah. L-)

I went to ASAP yesterday. And yes, I saw Craig David! :D Footage is in my multiply. ;D Raaawr. :))

Uhm.. What else. :D I`m having trouble with online shopping for Nike Dunks. I want one so bad and I can`t decide where to buy or what design to get. :| I want a Low Cut Dunk. And rainbow colored one. Not so striking colors though. But, I would like to have one with a lot of colors. :D I hope you get my point though. =)) I`m pretty confused. @-)

Speaking of which, I`m confused with a lot of things happening around me. @-) Like whoah. I mean, I can`t speak my feelings out. :| Blaaaah. :|

I have a lot of pending requests from my multiply account. I dunno. A lot of people kept on adding me like whoah. :| I`m a bit bitter to the unknown so. :|:)) I`m sorry if you tried your luck on adding me and your hopes went down the drain. Awww. Sorry. You should`ve introduce or whatevas. I dunno, other creative ways of introducing perhaps? :D

I`m Teentalking again. B-) And Plurking again. ;;)

Done with the old.. And here comes the new one! :")

2009-03-26T23:21:00.005+08:00

As much as I don`t want to say this..

..Yes he`s mine! So back off! :)))))

Blaah. So it`s Aj Perez. (No, It`s no Chris Tiu for Pete`s Sake! Hahaha. )

I had the best night with Kara last night (Night night night.:P) We talked for uhh.. One, Two, Three.. I guess Three hours more or less. So yeah, Kara and I tried to stay up until 9am. But unfortunately, Kara got caught by her Dad. So, Bed it is for Kara and the TV for me. :P

Swaggers! :)) Hahaha. :P Sorry Jatt, We tried contacting you again but I guess your Kuya was using the phone so, I`ll try call you later. \:D/

So yes, Summer it is. I never loved summer. It`s boring and.. I feel sticky. I had to take a bath for like, three times a day. :| But I`m excited as well for summer workshops. (Ooooh Truumpeets! :P) Hahaha. I`m quite ecsastic. :P Sorry.

Seeniooor yeaaaar. :| I`m ecsastic as well about this but I`m gonna miss my junior year so much. :| So hello Peach batch and Bye Yellow batch. :| Psh. :| To be honest, reaching this very point of my life hasn`t sank in to me just yet. I miss being the little kid that has an apple haircut and a little clip on her hair. @-) Shizz, I`m missing my own self. Absuuurd. :))

Please don`t laugh.=)) Hahahaha. Apple kid! ;P But yeah, That`s how I look like when I was in PreSchool. :P

My teeth hurts. :| And I don`t wanna have braces! :|

I`ll watch ASAP on Sunday. Bring it on, Craig David! :D=)))) Weee. I looove. Too bad I wouldn`t be able to watch him tomorrow. L-) Wahahaha. Loooser. :D

I`ll stay here and wait for Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez to go online. :* KThanksBye! :D

PS: Jatt, please don`t get mad at me and Kara. We`ll call you later I swear! \:D/

First Of Summer. ;;)

2009-03-21T21:43:00.005+08:00

Since I`m a person who loves fashion so much, I joined LOOKBOOK.NU. This place is very cool. B-) I swear. You could exchange looks and get inspirations from this site. :> Mhm, Really cool. :D There are a lot of hott people here too. @-) Hahahahaha. =)) Enough! :P But you need a Invite Code to join (You could email me your eaddy to get the code, But first come, first serve. Or if you`re too lazy to do so, Google and Yahoo really comes in handy, If you know what I mean.). I don`t have uploaded looks yet but I have some in my camera and waiting to be edited to be visually attractive. :D But you could visit my -empty- lookbook. =)) It`s Frederica myvanwy M.. I have a LOOKBOOK badge right there in my exits. ;;) Isn`t it cool? :D

Ack, I haven`t updated my listography yet. :| But I`m planning to update it. :> I have abandoned my Blog Template already. My "Stalk Me" part isn`t updated. :| I only have posted my Multiply, Friendster and Email. Oh well, My LookBook and Listography will be up there after this. ;))

School. Ugh! I miss the YellowBatch 08-09. :( Especially Mapamaraan. :| We`ve been through a lot of things. We`re the best among the rest, Really. And I could prove myself right about that. The other sections, They`re just one as classmates. Mapamaraan, Well, We`re one with classmates and with our adviser. :D But, That was BEFORE. :(

Our adviser didn`t even say goodbye to us yesterday. Sob sob. :'( She`s mad at us. The reason was so vague and shallow. :| She got mad at us about the issue of bringing cellphones. Really, really shallow. :| She told us that she`s grateful that this year is ending and she doesn`t want to see us anymore. :| Aww. :(

Enough of that. I would like to congratulate my friend, Resmarie Mico Suerte Manlapaz, For being one of the Honors. ;;) Ayieee. :> You deserve all the best Pretty. :x Kisses! :D Thanks for the great lunch and dindin. :)
We watched Sundo then Dairy Queen. ;;) Then we roamed around. And look! :D We ate BlowPops! It turned our tongue BLUE! @-)

Ahahaha. =)))))) Had a lot of fun with our Bosconian friends. ;> We played around with their Grad Pictures. :))) Hahahahahaha. ;> LMAO. I have more of the footage in my multiply soo.. =))

Freeze! :( I broke mi momma`s phone. :| So, I don`t have a phone until she gets it fixed. Liiikeee heeelllll. :(( It fell into the gutters. :| Huhuhu. I hope it gets fixed ASAP. :(

I`m looking forward for more clownin` around this summer. B-)

Bring it on, SUN! :D I`m hotta than yo! ;;)

I should be studying..

2009-03-18T17:39:00.004+08:00

But i`m not. :)) Hahahaha. :D I`ll go study later. ;> Whatevas. :P

I`m addicted to Craig David just right now. =)) Wee. :> I want to watch him live! (Everyone knows Frederica never watches a concert in General Admission! :D) Oh well. :| I`ll just wait and hope until someone gives me a ticket (or a blessing from heaven. LOL)

I got new havis! =)) A classmate of mine gave me one. :> A Brown top Havis. :)) I looove it. @-) Weee. A classmate gave it to me as a VERY VERY LATE BIRTHDAY GIFT and a SUPER DUPER UPER VERY VERY LATE CHRISTMAS GIFT. =)) Absurrd. Now I have 14 pairs. :"> Wee. :D Earning them all back baby! :D
Wee. :> Happy family. :) I`m looking for Kitty Heeled Havis. :| Who knows where I could get one? :D Yay! =)) :"> Hahahahaha. I really want one. :(

I`m sleepy. :( Uh-Oh, Chemistry tomorrow! :| But yes, I`ll study in a bit. @-) Kissy kissy to everyone. :> I know a lot of people could be posers. But hey, Don`t steal the photo of my Havis. That`s miiine! @-) LOL. Proof: The blue thing on the left side of the photo is my uniform. :))))) Hahahahahahahaha.=)) Stealing will make you enter HELL! >:) Okay, I`m being too mean. :D

@#@$#@$#$%$#?!

2009-03-15T10:46:00.002+08:00

Okay. For the title, I just played with the keyboard. =)) Hahahahaha. :D I`m still sleepy. :P Maybe for sleeping a bit too late last night. :P I was having a hard time last night because a lot of things are currently bugging me. :|

I was thinking about what happened last night. (Which I think that should not think about anymore, @&^%&$%$! Hahahaha. Playing with the keyboard again.) Anyways, It was the first time! And it was very scaaary. @-) LOL. I sent the wrong message to my former crush! :|=)) I was about the forward his message to my friend and boom, I sent it back to him.=))))) Call me stupid but, Yeah. :-" Maybe I should be very careful next time aye? :D

Anyways, I got it covered.. Atleast I think? :)) Hoho. :> Whatevas.

I`m looking for a shop where I could get a good deal for an iPhone 2g. :> I don`t wanna have the 3g one. I dunno. :)) I don`t wanna have a very good phone and end up wrecking it. Especially for me who easily get something broken for sometime. :) So I would love to settle for an iPhone 2g. :D Please, I don`t like fakes. :| Wee! ;D Maybe i`ll get that phone by August. Unless I found something better. :> Yay! =)

Stuck. :P

2009-03-14T12:31:00.002+08:00

If you`ve been following me on Twitter, then you probably know about this. :P

First! :) I`ve been eye-ing for a Sony DSC-T2 camera all my life. :D But then it`s now faced out. :( Aww. There are some sellers on Multiply, Sulit and Ebay but they won`t reply! :| So I`m thinking if I would buy a new SB Nike Women Dunks. Then I pondered, Hey! I have a lot of shoes already! :| So since I`m a bag maniac, I was thinking of buying a nice bag. Really nice that it would hurt my parents pockets, BIGTIME! :)) Lol. The best of the best. I was pondering on buying Juicy Couture, Channel or Coach. :P No, I don`t buy fakes, Sorry. :P Or buying a PSP since my brother`s got confiscated. :P Lol. =)) And I don`t like Piano Black. I want Lilac Purple. :D

Now, Help me! @-) I have to decide! This was supposed to be a Happy Birthday Gift from my parents. And mind you, My birthday was last February 4th! :| Waaay baaaack last month. :|

Another thing I`m confused about. :| SUMMER WORKSHOPS! :| I wanted to take summer workshops somewhere reputable. (As my mom would say. That`s why she doesn`t want me to take a course on my friend`s workshop. She said it`s not reputable. :P) Suggest! :D My dad told me he was willing to spend as much as he can because talents cannot be stolen. So, The money would be worth it, According to him. :D I was thinking on taking workshops with Philippine All Stars or ACTS. :D Or maybe you guys know somewhere I could go other than those above. :> I`m open for suggestions, please. :D

Thanks. Have a great summer everyone! :)

My Goals. :)

2009-03-07T21:21:00.006+08:00

2009. :) Isn`t it cool that I reached this far? :] And yes, Because of this.. I`m starting to list down things I wanna do, I wanna have, And other "I wanna"s. Thanks to LISTOGRAPHY, I was given the chance to keep track of these things. :D I find it fun, really. :) Whenever I thought of something, I just add it to my list and poof. Keep track of goals and things you`re planning to do or even buy. I started just March 3. I started jotting down my shopping list. Hoho. =)) And mind you, I have started checking them. And just a few minutes ago, I started jotting down my goals before I reach being a lady. ;;)

It`s really fun. ;) Try to keep track of your whatevas. :D I even keep track of my nonsense goals. :P

Some of the goals, I have already done. :D It felt great, really. Especially when we went to a SpEd school. :D

We took care of a child named Krisha. :) She`s very sweet and very quiet? Uhh. I forgot, They`re deaf. :| Yes, Deaf. Cannot talk, Cannot hear. Well maybe you`re thinking on how we got to communicate with them. :) We were taught SIGN LANGUAGE which really was fun. :]

We treated them like normal children. And they`re really fun to be with. Although we had to sacrifice a bit for them, It was all worth it. :)

We love the Batino Children! \:D/ Marian Active Dancers and Teatrillians would like to see ya`ll again really soon. :)

I really do hope we could go back there. :)
And hey, view my Listography and make yours too! :D

First Runner Up-ers! :)

2009-02-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

We did it! :) And we did it good. :> Whew! All hard work payed off. :D Wee. :)) Yes, We got the first runner up! :D Cool. :) Not champion, but better than nothing. :) We knew we did good. Maybe we could do better but, It was good. B-) Enjoy the video guys. :>

Congratulations Mapamaraan! One love, One Family. \:D/