Date: Sunday, November 14, 2010
Time: 6:42 PM♥ 14 dropped a line.
Berhader, may you rest in peace ♥
I met Patrick through common friends. From then on, we like to talk on Y!M, Skype, Facebook & on the phone. Patrick & I have met in person just once.. But we made a very tight bond online & on the phone. He has this habbit of bugging me at night when he's got no one to talk to.
You see, Patrick is a very positive person. He doesn't want to die. Dying is one thing that scares him the most (you can check his Formspring. He said it twice) but I think he knows it will come eventually.
He's full of positivity. He laughs a lot. He has a lot of friends, although he wouldn't believe me whenever I tell him so. He's very humble & very happy. When I have problems, I talk to him because I know he can suck out the sadness.
Patrick has this knack of teasing me to Aj Perez. They're clubmates & he will tell me Aj's crazy antics every week. For some reason, he gets excited to tell me Aj stories over the phone, especially when they're very funny.
I feel so blessed that I met him before his early life ended. Very. Last night, I was reading our past conversations & I couldn't help but shed tears. I feel so bad that he left us too soon. We had plans of going out & bond but I couldn't squeeze him in since college has high time demands. He told me a few weeks ago that he has a new DSLR & we will have a picture together in his new camera. But I don't think we will have it anymore.
I have no more tears to cry. I have cried so much last night. I cried myself to sleep and I think that's something that Patrick wouldn't like.
PATRICK, I know you're in good hands. I'll pray for you everyday before I go to bed. I'll remember you forever. I'm blessed that you considered me as one of your best friends. I'm so thankful that fate gave me a chance to meet an awesome person like you. Maaaan, you're in heaven, or atleast you'll get there soon. No more heartbreaks from all the girls you did hit on, no more pain. Aaaw man I'm crying now. But it's better than fake smiles, right? Haaay Pat. There's no porn in heaven so stop watching ! Hahahaha. I know you know I'm afraid of ghosts.. Please don't visit me. Hahahaha ! Luh you man :">
And I'm so sorry I can't come to your wake tonight. I'll try to pay you a visit on Tuesday before dentist. Just don't show yourself. Hahaha ! Haaay. No one will bug me at 10pm because he's bored. No one will phone me just to sing me TANTARAN CHUTCHURUT CHURUT. No one will tease me with food that your sister cooks for you.
I'll miss you bigtime, big boy ! And now you're with the big man up there. I know he will take care of you and you'll do the same for us.
Thank you for those silly sleepless nights. Thank you for listening to my random stories that doesn't make sense at all. Thank you for taking in all of my teasing. Hahahaha !
I'll never forget you, berhader (brother), I never will. You're a true friend & I love you so much, you have no idea how much I want to hug you.. Not just the Y!M hugging emoticon. Lol.
No more fake smiles, no more negativity. I promise.
Rest in peace, PADR.
Patrick Anthony Del Rosario, you're awesome.