Date: Monday, June 22, 2009
Time: 6:50 PM♥ 0 dropped a line.
I can`t understand why people chase people when they get lost or when they try to get out of their lives. Messy. :( I guess you don`t get it. But yeah, try to understand. :| The situation is as confusing as the statement. I dunno. It`s quite awkward and confusing. Though, I`ll deal with it anyway. :|
Somehow, my body feels abused and tired lately. I only get a few hours of sleep for two weeks now. Thinking of things that I can`t understand. Seriously, I don`t even have a clue on what I`m thinking for the past few days. It`s quite absurd. I try to sleep but no matter how hard I pursue, no, I still find myself staring on the ceiling. :(
I must admit. I have a heavy feeling. School work and the other personal things. I haven`t experienced this much stress since forever. :( But maybe this is part of growing up. :> Mayyybee? :) I don`t like the feeling, but I can cope up with it for sure. :) I know I can do it. I know I can surpass these. :) God has been giving me problems because he knows that I`m strong. :-bd Yay! :>
But still.. I`m trying my very best to know the root of this and like, do something about it. :)
Okay. When I was young, I was very dependent. Maybe this is a wake up call that I should grow up and like, mature. :) Well, If it is.. ThankYou Lord. :> I`m trying my very best to become independent and mature. :) I had enough of the Child-like acts anyway. But still, it`s fun to act Childish, but not to act Child-like. :P I still wont give up the little girl in me. But in some aspects, I have to grow up. :D
ThankYou God. And thankyou to everyone who helped me out to mature and seek the independent me. :) I love you guys. Forever. >:D<