Date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Time: 6:43 AM♥ 4 dropped a line.
No it don`t break even. ;-)
I`m online. Why? I`m home alone. :| Everyone left me here. That`s sad. =(( Oh well. Hahahaha! My mom went to the hospital for her duty (My momma`s a nurse) while the rest of the people here went to Zambales. Asking me why I had to stay here? Well, workshops that is. I don`t want to miss even one session so I decided to stay right here. I`ll be leaving later for my workshops and when I get home, for sure my mommy will be here already. ;-) As for now, I`m staring at the computer screen and my sweat is dripping. :-P
It`s been a long time, (I guess) that I have updated my blog. @-) So I want to update you guys about my whatevers right now. :-/
First off, I GAVE UP ON THE GIGGERBOYS. You may think I`m stupid or what. I know, I know. The boys became dear and close to my heart especially Sam and Aj. (And even their parents became so dear to me.) But for the summer, The giggerin` must stop. :-( I had my last chance to see them last April 17 at TriNoma. It wasn`t good enough. :-( And even Aj requested that I should watch even one set for BoysTown. :-/ Everyone who reads my blog knows that I have a huuuuuuge crush on Aj. But I find it hard to fulfill this request. :-( My friends couldn`t even believe that I`m doing this. So do I. But I think it`s the right thing to do. I have personal reasons for this. Although they`re to personal to be talked about in the WorldWideWeb. And it might sound too awkward and weird. But yeah, as of the record, I`m keeping up with this abstinence. Tomorrow, there`s a set for BoysTown at Marikina and they`re persuading me to come along. :-( I needed Spiritual assistance for this. I`m starting to miss the guys since April 18, where they had this show at Glorrieta. I may not be crying about this but I was teary eyed when I bidded Aj goodbye for most likely the last time. Sam and I had joked around with our goodbyes since I`ll still be seeing him around Podium because he takes a course at Trumpets as well. :-) I`m so afraid to ask permission for tomorrow. I know they wouldn`t allow me because I said that TriNoma would be the last. THE LAST. I prayed for this actually. I prayed for answers if I should keep this up and give up what truly means to me, the friendship I had built with the boys. Or if I should continue this, After all.. One month isn`t too bad for sarifice. :-( Maybe I`m acting too weirdly but they make me happy. They make me laugh and they`re such nice people. :-) I won`t be missing them as the GiggerBoys that you see during Sundays doing tumblings and stuff on TV. I`ll be missing them as my friends. :-(
Second, I`m too bored. =)) I haven`t left the town for summer. @-) I hope I tag along on May 2nd. Bora it is baby! :-) But I hope this wouldn`t interfere with my dancing. Dancing is my number one priority right now. =D Hahaha. =)) Dancing is very exciting! ;-) I`ve been dancing for a long time already but I never felt this great. ;-) Hahaha! Draaama much. @-) Oh well. :-P